While i was about to go to sleep after watching this taiwan drama series, i kept crying on my bed with my struggles that i've been trying not to think of... gaa~
I donno why that taiwan drama show can link to my memories that i'm troubled in.
I tried very hard to stop my tears from flowing, but just can't control myself but to allow myself to cry.
This morning when i go to church, i have a slight swollen eyes.
Si min did asked me why i look so red when she sat beside me during worship service.
I think maybe becoz of my eyes ba... becoz it is kinda reddish. -.-!
Anyway, feeling much better after crying.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Ayaka - Okaeri (おかえり)
Okaeri sweet home
Kaeru bashou yeah
Ai wo arigatou
Mata heiki no furi wo shite
Kanashimi no iro wo nuritsubushite
Waratte shimaun desu
Shinjiru koto no taisetsusa
Wakatteru no ni iza to iu toki
Utagatte shimau yeah
Karappo no karada
Nagareru toki ni
Fuiteshimaisou ni naru kedo
Anata no koto dakishimetai
Kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no
Okaeri I’m home
Hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro
Okaeri sweet home
Kaeru bashou yeah
Ai wo arigatou
Sweet home
Jibun no koto bakkari wo
Kangaeru otona wa zuruin da to
Omotteitan desu
Demo hisshi ni kaeru koto wo
Sakenderu hito mo iru’n da
Yatto shitta’n desu
Atarimae no shiawase nanka
Kono sekai ni hitotsu mo nai
Anata no tame, sou omoeta
Kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no
Okaeri I’m home
Supiido ga kasokushiteku mainichi
Okaeri sweet home
Kawaranai zutto aru keshiki
Sweet home
Sagashite nakushita
Kokoro no kizu ga
Tachimukau tsuyosa ni kawareta no wa
“okaeri” ga atta kara
Okaeri I´m home
Hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro
Okaeri sweet home
Kaeru bashou yeah
Ai wo arigatou
Okaeri I’m home
Daijoubu anata ga iru kara
Okaeri sweet home
Mattete ne mou sugu tsuku kara
Sweet home
Oh yeah
Okaeri…sweet home
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Why you placed your hand a few seconds on my check giving me a sad face when i was about to leave? Even need a valid reason for your approval allowing me to leave.
I've stayed there for 4 hours plus and yet you told me that it was fast for me to leave.
Your friends stayed less than 4 hours, you didn't say much to let them go without a reason.
To be frank, when that time we started playing and hitting each other, the feeling was great like the past we used to have.
In the first place, I've decided to leave you is because you were the first who neglected me.
So i quickly plan to leave you incase my emotions got worst in regards to our relationship.
Because of that, if those shows that I've watched, and songs that i have listen to are related to friendship, relationship and separation. Naturally, I will feel sad or sour. Worst! crying over it...
If one of my friend and her close friend's relationship got sour, I will try to help my friend to restore back a little of their relationships. Sometimes, I even help without them knowing that I'm pulling them back together.
I've learnt a lot from this incident.
To prevent by awareness to maintain the relationship if possible with the current friends I have.
Really bullshit if somebody ask you to forget the memories.
Naturally you will never forget even if you try to erase. But it does go blurry sometimes.
That perticular person have already painted a little colours in your life.
Colours that always shines in you that you cant forget.
Only thing to do is just try not to think about your past, or possible, find a better person that can be replaced and pour out greater colours.
So you won't feel sad if you get to think about your past again.
Unless the person really hurt you deeply.
I've stayed there for 4 hours plus and yet you told me that it was fast for me to leave.
Your friends stayed less than 4 hours, you didn't say much to let them go without a reason.
To be frank, when that time we started playing and hitting each other, the feeling was great like the past we used to have.
In the first place, I've decided to leave you is because you were the first who neglected me.
So i quickly plan to leave you incase my emotions got worst in regards to our relationship.
Because of that, if those shows that I've watched, and songs that i have listen to are related to friendship, relationship and separation. Naturally, I will feel sad or sour. Worst! crying over it...
If one of my friend and her close friend's relationship got sour, I will try to help my friend to restore back a little of their relationships. Sometimes, I even help without them knowing that I'm pulling them back together.
I've learnt a lot from this incident.
To prevent by awareness to maintain the relationship if possible with the current friends I have.
Really bullshit if somebody ask you to forget the memories.
Naturally you will never forget even if you try to erase. But it does go blurry sometimes.
That perticular person have already painted a little colours in your life.
Colours that always shines in you that you cant forget.
Only thing to do is just try not to think about your past, or possible, find a better person that can be replaced and pour out greater colours.
So you won't feel sad if you get to think about your past again.
Unless the person really hurt you deeply.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Inner me... with thanks.
Despite of work and studies making me busier each day, i've learn to organise my time and priority.
Me, being independent always throughout the year, really want to thank the Lord for giving me the encouragement, strength, wisdom and awareness in certain situation happen.
Jehovah Jireh, providing the best to what i need and Jehovah Rapha, who healed me quickly when I'm sick. Learning to rely on Christ always in any situation whether if it's good or bad, happy or sad, troubled at times and even problems I've encounter. He will be the one i will go to, and cast all my burdens to Him.
For me being independent, I'm not alone.
I have the Lord watching over me.
He is there always and not silent.
Me, being independent always throughout the year, really want to thank the Lord for giving me the encouragement, strength, wisdom and awareness in certain situation happen.
Jehovah Jireh, providing the best to what i need and Jehovah Rapha, who healed me quickly when I'm sick. Learning to rely on Christ always in any situation whether if it's good or bad, happy or sad, troubled at times and even problems I've encounter. He will be the one i will go to, and cast all my burdens to Him.
For me being independent, I'm not alone.
I have the Lord watching over me.
He is there always and not silent.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
HaPpY 20th BiRtHdAy Imouto and James Tan!!!
Went to Pasir Ris Beach yesterday for fun and picnic with the children.
The weather wasn't fine at all.
Rain and shine, rain and shine till it rains heavily at the end.
It was windy till the rain actually got us when the children having a picnic at a shethered place.
Everybody was dreached of course.
Thank goodness, i did bring my clothing to change.
But then, i still caught a cold just now in the afternoon.
Missed my bible study again. Stay at home to rest.
At the picnic, i had a great time, we played the monster game at the maze.
Cindy will be the monster, and me will guide the children to run in the maze.
I will do sound effect to make the game exciting and fun.
The kids really run like mad with me while Cindy will try to catch the children.
Play until all of us sweat like mad too.
See! we were trying hard to block the rain from coming in.
Dreached Bryna..
Went to Pasir Ris Beach yesterday for fun and picnic with the children.
The weather wasn't fine at all.
Rain and shine, rain and shine till it rains heavily at the end.
It was windy till the rain actually got us when the children having a picnic at a shethered place.
Everybody was dreached of course.
Thank goodness, i did bring my clothing to change.
But then, i still caught a cold just now in the afternoon.
Missed my bible study again. Stay at home to rest.
At the picnic, i had a great time, we played the monster game at the maze.
Cindy will be the monster, and me will guide the children to run in the maze.
I will do sound effect to make the game exciting and fun.
The kids really run like mad with me while Cindy will try to catch the children.
Play until all of us sweat like mad too.
See! we were trying hard to block the rain from coming in.
Dreached Bryna..
Monday, September 7, 2009
Amazing voice
Check it out!
Charisse, a 17 years old girl from Philippine.
Her vocal is so good.
http://piperoo.multiply.com/video/item/23/Charisse_Pempengco_duet_with_Celin
Charisse, a 17 years old girl from Philippine.
Her vocal is so good.
http://piperoo.multiply.com/video/item/23/Charisse_Pempengco_duet_with_Celin
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Wow! so long never update my blog.
So lazy and busy to blog.
Anyway, will type a short summary on what I've been doing for the past few weeks.
I had my O level English oral exam on the 28 of Auguest(friday)
Thank God! My oral exam was ok. But sadly, I missed my Teachers Day Celebration too at the childcare.
Before that, Siti(my colleague) kept nagging and asking me to join the celebration.
But exams are more important than celebrations. So, i better give up joining.
On 29 August Saturday, I went to have my Teachers Day Dinner at Carousel 5 star restaurant.
My boss treated all the teachers. One person will cost you about $75. Gosh!
I'm getting busier each month. Need to put in a lot of time and effort to study.
I also need to consider an important issue whether i should stop my work in childcare and to help out in church. (So i have more time to study my O level and to learn, handle many other things there.)
Up coming activity...
21 September (monday)
Toddler Ministry, going for a picnic at the Botanical Garden.
There will be songs, sharing, Games and FOOD!!! KAHA! X)
That's all for now... Oyasumi!
So lazy and busy to blog.
Anyway, will type a short summary on what I've been doing for the past few weeks.
I had my O level English oral exam on the 28 of Auguest(friday)
Thank God! My oral exam was ok. But sadly, I missed my Teachers Day Celebration too at the childcare.
Before that, Siti(my colleague) kept nagging and asking me to join the celebration.
But exams are more important than celebrations. So, i better give up joining.
On 29 August Saturday, I went to have my Teachers Day Dinner at Carousel 5 star restaurant.
My boss treated all the teachers. One person will cost you about $75. Gosh!
I'm getting busier each month. Need to put in a lot of time and effort to study.
I also need to consider an important issue whether i should stop my work in childcare and to help out in church. (So i have more time to study my O level and to learn, handle many other things there.)
Up coming activity...
21 September (monday)
Toddler Ministry, going for a picnic at the Botanical Garden.
There will be songs, sharing, Games and FOOD!!! KAHA! X)
That's all for now... Oyasumi!
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