Saturday, July 25, 2009

Been very exhausted this week
Firstly was because my menses coming, that is why I'm tired. And additional to work load, made it even worst.
Lotsa blue blacks again, both on my legs and right hand.
Guess i really sacrifice a lot to work sometimes.
As in like don't even care about my body condition like how tired and painful i am, just do whatever i can to the best.
Really over do it to harm my body too.

Today, my right middle finger went numb as i bathe for the kids. I wonder why..
At first, I kept rushing to bathe for the kids yet don't even realize my middle finger was numb.
Only after i slow down to bathe for the kids.

Today my worst day at work. Never ever work until that crazy before.
I work non-stop especially in the afternoon.
Mdm Tay took half day leave today, so i the only helper who is quite experience to do certain things plus teacher's work.
If Mdm Tay is around, me and her will spilt and co-operate to do things together.
Less work and don't really need to waste much energy.
I don't expect much from Jeany as she only come to work for the fifth day only.
And Vivi, don't really know what N1 helpers do in class.
In the end, might as will do everything while i let the teachers to take care of the children in the class.
Haiqel kept following me and cry while i do things. Because he never really sleep enough during nap time.

Cindy (supervisor) saw me haven throw pampers that i left it on the toilet floor.
So she shouted " SHANDY!! You haven throw something away in the toilet le... "
I shouted and said " Yeah! I know, now clearing my task in whatever i need to do one by one." Then Cindy laughed very loud and said " I think Shandy gonna go crazy..." and laugh again.
I replied and said " YA MAN!!!" XD

Too bad the national day concert Jeany cannot come. She needs to work on friday.
I'm taking half day leave on that day as I'm singing in the choir.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

This morning, went to Ps to shop with a friend.
As she wanted to buy a present for her friend.

After that, went to church for choi practise.

Then went to Mei ling's house to bring Shan for a check up on his skin problem.
The cause of the skin problem(fungals) is due to the hot weather.
So the doctor advise me to bath Shan 2 or 3 times a week.
(Btw the doctor told me that his dog bath everyday. It's not a problem actually.)
Another option is to cut his fur shorter or even shave botak. :(

Shan needs to take and apply medicine daily for few weeks now.
Medication for itch, antibotic and etc... can't remember.

At the bus stop on my way home, i saw Pei ling (My SYFC leader) and the husband Eric and her son. Man the son can walk now. So cute!
Been MIA for nearly a year now.. Doreen, Benjamin, Cai ping and Jane have been asking when i will be back to yfc? My answer was about a year more ba... since next year will study O level again.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Was stoning and kept rubbing my face as i was tired today.

This morning went to pasir ris for picnic sharing.
So tired taking care of my two sons, Haiqel and Jerrard.
I need to keep watch of Haiqel as he is the youngest toddler among the children.
Waste lots of my energy and sweat to entertain the children at the playground.
Anyway, I took a picture with my son Haiqel. But he doesnt really look like me le..
I even had a wonderful time with my other son Jerrard. Today on the shuttle bus, he sat on my lap and hug my left hand like a bolster to sleep. :)

At the farrer park station, i saw Melissa. My Ite basketball team mate.
She was sitted down near the ezi link topping up machine.
So i took the opportunity to update her.
Melissa was waiting for her cell group bros and sis.
I even invited her by passing the card on the 7 Auguest National Day Concert.
Hope she can come...

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Imouto i have a song for you too..
No matter what you do, I will always try to love you.
Even if i'm mad at you, will still try my best to love you.
Because to me, you are worth keeping, cherish and to treasure. :)
From the Love of God, I will love you.

Aslyn - That's When I Love You.

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you

I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you

I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what



Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNDupepMg7c&NR=1
Can use this song next time if you have a bf too. haha! X)
Today' work was so chaotic.
The children made me mad and I sweat like mad while i'm bathing the children.
I was so busy this afternoon during my break time too.
I'm busy with writing and sorting out some stuff for the coming parents meeting on the 25th. (I no need to be there as i'm still a part-time worker. If only shortage of workers, then probably need me to help out.)
There's a new teacher by the name of Jeany, trying out in school for few hours just now. A very nice lady to talk to. :)

Monday, July 13, 2009

Yesterday night celebrated my cuzzie's 20th birthday at Popeyes.
It was fun when Venu (ok i dont really know how to spell her name) was around.
Talk about the experiences Venu and her friend(oh man! forgot her name) had encounter was super funny.
Laughed until i hardly breathe and my heart felt squashed.
Really Very Funny! LOL

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Awful week for me. I am disturbed in many things.
Alot of things happen recently..
Not just at work, but people around me as well.

On Monday, I helped Dionne abit by rephrasing what she had written in her summary writting.
Tuesday, Dionne helped me to figure out a maths question.

At work..
Ernest bit Quraisyah's face. Her face was badly injuried.
(Quraisyah, a new kid in our childcare centre)
I felt very bad about it is because the situation happened just right beside me while i'm feeding Trisha.
(Should have watched over Ernest since he has been acting abnormally for the past few days. Probably due to family problems at home?)

On Wednesday, Ming Ming's mum told the teachers that one of his pants(uniform) was lost.
So the teachers try to find out which kid in our class wore his pants.
At first, we suspected Trisha, since Trisha and Ming Ming always go to the toilet together. So the pants might be switched between both of them.
On Thursday, as i wrote the names on every children's uniform, i found Ka yan wearing Ming Ming's pants.
After bath, Cindy(supervisor) took the pants that doesn't belong to Ka yan back to the owner. So that means Ka yan will short of a pants to bring home to wash.
I forgot to inform the maid about it too.
Just nice, a handkerchief was misplaced in Ka yan's bag as well. The handkerchief actually belong's to Rachel, but Cindy found in on the floor. Thought that it was Ka yan's since she didn't bring her handkerchief to wipe her face after nap.

On Friday, as I was slightly late for work, and a lot of things waiting for me to do.
My colleagues Bhajah and Christine kept bombarding me with the belonging problems and other stuff while i'm busy. In the end, I suddenly burst out in anger early in the morning as i'm still feeling quite tired. But i didn't said anything harshly towards my colleagues as I need to respect them. I'm the youngest among them plus, my working experiences only for a few months compared to 10 over years.

Just nice, Cindy came in and sort out the problems. So, everything was solved.

People.. life and death
MJ Passed away on monday due to cordiac attacks.
Vincent passed away on thursday night at the hospital.
(Vincent's neck was kicked by the opponent during teakwondo competiton.)
Mdm Tay's mother(80+) had a stroke and was admitted to the hospital.
Qaisara and Jafon, childcare kids were hospitalize too.
Qaisara, had lung infection. She kept coughing, the mum still fed her cold drinks sometimes.
Jafon, had a stomachache...

Went to Vincent's Funeral..
Most of the childhood friends came. There are 8 of them including Vincent.
Lennatte, Jeremy, Wei Xiang, Mei Bao, Wen Jun, Nejita(ok donno how to spell her name), Vincent and her younger sis Vivian.
Now left with 7 of them, and Vincent won't be replaced by any other friends.
That's what Lenatte said and Jeremy agreed with her.
Before that, the 6 (excluded Wei xiang, will come later for the wake due to work) sat in a circle and joke that to get a replacement in Vincent's place. So that the number 8 will still be alive.
As i heard it, i knew that there won't be another person could ever replace Vincent. They will always place him in their hearts, the 8 of them as childhood friends.

Vincent was a filial boy. He took care of his dad(who had passed away last year) and even work part time to sustain the family fiancially after the dad passed away.
He even told the mum that he dont want to get married. But to help to bring up the family. There are more about him in the newspaper.
Oh ya.. Ow Mei Poh's name was mention in one of the newspaper article too.

A question mark, whether Vincent is save by accepting the Lord Jesus Christ...
Probably he was saved last month. Jeremy brought Vincent to the evangelistic rally at City Harvest Church. And Vincent heard the gospel and told Jeremy that he dont like holding joss sticks, burning incense paper and stuff. So he accepted the Lord.
But the main problems are..
Does Vincent really believe or know who the Lord is?
And knowing that he is a sinner?
Accepted the Lord just mainly becoz he don't want to follow what Buddhism does?
Or probably in his heart, he knows and was sure to follow Jesus Christ.

But one thing we know for sure is that God elects his own people into his kingdom.
Jeremy told us that he have faith, to be happy about and sure that Vincent will be going to heaven.

Anyway, quite relieved and happy to hear the good news from Jeremy.
Pray that will have the opportunity to share the gospel to the rest of the childhood friends who yet to know Him.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

I'm back from Penang yesterday afternoon.
A fruitful trip for me.
I am happy and encouraged by sis Xia Rong's testimony. Her testimony really touch my heart. Donno why...
Felt anxious and kept praying for her in my heart that her testimony will go well.

Her serving attitude was good.
Humble, careful in every details, and focus.
A small little role... to click the slides for pastor Lai as he teachers the word of God on the pulpit.
She listen carefully and look at Pastor Lai closely to know when to change the slides.
Should say, She did a very good job. I am happy for her.

In Penang, went to the historical site in Fort Cornwallis 1786. Entry fee was only Rm3.00 dollars. The founder of Penang was Francis Light. The place was originally built for the Royal artillery, the military of defense. Yet the fort had never been engaged in any battle.
Ya that was all i could remember.

In Tracy Lao Shi's car as she drove few of us to few places.
Tracy Lao Shi asked each one of us to pray for an item.
Congregations, pastor , interpreter (Wei Wu) and choir or safety.
In the end of service, Wei wu even led us in thanks giving prayer in the car as we were on our way back to the apartment to rest.

Misses the apartment that we had stayed in Penang. Especially the comfortable bed and good food. :D

While i was in Penang, i thought of Nicole.
I am contented to have a friend like her.
She's the only close friend whom we really pray alot together.
Even if we are having a meal together outside, one of us will lead in prayer before we start eating.
When i slept over in her house, we will pray together before we sleep.
Sometimes, we will sms each other, to see whether there's any prayer request to pray for. Her love of going to church has inspired me to do like wise.
Go for prayer meeting even though not many youths attending.
Always cheer and to be happy that sunday she's going to church.

random post.. but i gtg sleep now... tired. nights