Inner Me...

Awful week for me. I am disturbed in many things.
Alot of things happen recently..
Not just at work, but people around me as well.

On Monday, I helped Dionne abit by rephrasing what she had written in her summary writting.
Tuesday, Dionne helped me to figure out a maths question.

At work..
Ernest bit Quraisyah's face. Her face was badly injuried.
(Quraisyah, a new kid in our childcare centre)
I felt very bad about it is because the situation happened just right beside me while i'm feeding Trisha.
(Should have watched over Ernest since he has been acting abnormally for the past few days. Probably due to family problems at home?)

On Wednesday, Ming Ming's mum told the teachers that one of his pants(uniform) was lost.
So the teachers try to find out which kid in our class wore his pants.
At first, we suspected Trisha, since Trisha and Ming Ming always go to the toilet together. So the pants might be switched between both of them.
On Thursday, as i wrote the names on every children's uniform, i found Ka yan wearing Ming Ming's pants.
After bath, Cindy(supervisor) took the pants that doesn't belong to Ka yan back to the owner. So that means Ka yan will short of a pants to bring home to wash.
I forgot to inform the maid about it too.
Just nice, a handkerchief was misplaced in Ka yan's bag as well. The handkerchief actually belong's to Rachel, but Cindy found in on the floor. Thought that it was Ka yan's since she didn't bring her handkerchief to wipe her face after nap.

On Friday, as I was slightly late for work, and a lot of things waiting for me to do.
My colleagues Bhajah and Christine kept bombarding me with the belonging problems and other stuff while i'm busy. In the end, I suddenly burst out in anger early in the morning as i'm still feeling quite tired. But i didn't said anything harshly towards my colleagues as I need to respect them. I'm the youngest among them plus, my working experiences only for a few months compared to 10 over years.

Just nice, Cindy came in and sort out the problems. So, everything was solved.

People.. life and death
MJ Passed away on monday due to cordiac attacks.
Vincent passed away on thursday night at the hospital.
(Vincent's neck was kicked by the opponent during teakwondo competiton.)
Mdm Tay's mother(80+) had a stroke and was admitted to the hospital.
Qaisara and Jafon, childcare kids were hospitalize too.
Qaisara, had lung infection. She kept coughing, the mum still fed her cold drinks sometimes.
Jafon, had a stomachache...

Went to Vincent's Funeral..
Most of the childhood friends came. There are 8 of them including Vincent.
Lennatte, Jeremy, Wei Xiang, Mei Bao, Wen Jun, Nejita(ok donno how to spell her name), Vincent and her younger sis Vivian.
Now left with 7 of them, and Vincent won't be replaced by any other friends.
That's what Lenatte said and Jeremy agreed with her.
Before that, the 6 (excluded Wei xiang, will come later for the wake due to work) sat in a circle and joke that to get a replacement in Vincent's place. So that the number 8 will still be alive.
As i heard it, i knew that there won't be another person could ever replace Vincent. They will always place him in their hearts, the 8 of them as childhood friends.

Vincent was a filial boy. He took care of his dad(who had passed away last year) and even work part time to sustain the family fiancially after the dad passed away.
He even told the mum that he dont want to get married. But to help to bring up the family. There are more about him in the newspaper.
Oh ya.. Ow Mei Poh's name was mention in one of the newspaper article too.

A question mark, whether Vincent is save by accepting the Lord Jesus Christ...
Probably he was saved last month. Jeremy brought Vincent to the evangelistic rally at City Harvest Church. And Vincent heard the gospel and told Jeremy that he dont like holding joss sticks, burning incense paper and stuff. So he accepted the Lord.
But the main problems are..
Does Vincent really believe or know who the Lord is?
And knowing that he is a sinner?
Accepted the Lord just mainly becoz he don't want to follow what Buddhism does?
Or probably in his heart, he knows and was sure to follow Jesus Christ.

But one thing we know for sure is that God elects his own people into his kingdom.
Jeremy told us that he have faith, to be happy about and sure that Vincent will be going to heaven.

Anyway, quite relieved and happy to hear the good news from Jeremy.
Pray that will have the opportunity to share the gospel to the rest of the childhood friends who yet to know Him.