Why you placed your hand a few seconds on my face giving me a sad face when i was about to leave? Even need a valid reason for your approval allowing me to leave.
I've stayed there for 4 hours plus and yet you told me that it was fast for me to leave.
Your friends stayed less than 4 hours, you didn't say much to let them go without a reason.
To be frank, when that time we started playing and hitting each other, the feeling was great like the past we used to have.
In the first place, I've decided to leave you is because you were the first who neglected me.
So i quickly plan to leave you incase my emotions got worst in regards to our relationship.
Because of that, if those shows that I've watched, and songs that i have listen to are related to friendship, relationship and separation. Naturally, I will feel sad or sour. Worst! crying over it...
If one of my friend and her close friend's relationship got sour, I will try to help my friend to restore back a little of their relationships. Sometimes, I even help without them knowing that I'm pulling them back together.
I've learnt a lot from this incident.
To prevent by awareness to maintain the relationship if possible with the current friends I have.
Really bullshit if somebody ask you to forget the memories.
Naturally you will never forget even if you try to erase. But it does go blurry sometimes.
That perticular person have already painted a little colours in your life.
Colours that always shines in you that you cant forget.
Only thing to do is just try not to think about your past, or possible, find a better person that can be replaced and pour out greater colours.
So you won't feel sad if you get to think about your past again.
Unless the person really hurt you deeply.
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