A Little Too Not Over You lyrics
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you
Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you
Man! why you so hard to forget compared to my bfs..
Should know this song earlier, so can shout it out loud.
But not anymore now... :)
Sunday, June 28, 2009
My bestie
Lai Yu'an aka Imouto(妹)
I'm quite surprised that my current bestie and only bestie is from the church that i'm in now. Always thought that i will not get a close friend in church.
Guess if i have choosen to stay in my old church, i wouldnt have her as my bestfriend.
Last time, I always thought that I couldnt relate to Yu'an except Mei ling.
Because in church they like always stick together.
When i know that Yu'an has decided to join the YAF after graduated from YPF, I was quite worried that maybe not many bro and sis can relate or to talk to her since she's quite introvert.
The first few times in YAF, I did try to talk to her, keeping her company.
That time, my relationship with her is just normal.
We slowly got very close to each other is through msn.
We talked about an issue till slowly got to open up with one another.
On April 2007 i think...
That was the time we quite close to each other already.
Don't dare to think that Yu'an will be my bestie for life.
But then, i just want to tell you that, " I do appreciate you for being my bestie."
In few years time...
I don't know we will still be that close or not.
But then, no matter what happen to us, let us continue to WALK in the Lord. To GROW in Him and to SERVE Him and His PEOPLE.
Put our FAITH and TRUST in the Lord till we leave the world. :D smile!
I'm quite surprised that my current bestie and only bestie is from the church that i'm in now. Always thought that i will not get a close friend in church.
Guess if i have choosen to stay in my old church, i wouldnt have her as my bestfriend.
Last time, I always thought that I couldnt relate to Yu'an except Mei ling.
Because in church they like always stick together.
When i know that Yu'an has decided to join the YAF after graduated from YPF, I was quite worried that maybe not many bro and sis can relate or to talk to her since she's quite introvert.
The first few times in YAF, I did try to talk to her, keeping her company.
That time, my relationship with her is just normal.
We slowly got very close to each other is through msn.
We talked about an issue till slowly got to open up with one another.
On April 2007 i think...
That was the time we quite close to each other already.
Don't dare to think that Yu'an will be my bestie for life.
But then, i just want to tell you that, " I do appreciate you for being my bestie."
In few years time...
I don't know we will still be that close or not.
But then, no matter what happen to us, let us continue to WALK in the Lord. To GROW in Him and to SERVE Him and His PEOPLE.
Put our FAITH and TRUST in the Lord till we leave the world. :D smile!
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
On wednesday and thursday, i was physically exhausted to the extend like my bones able to break apart anytime. When i'm helping to change the clothing for the children. Man! my hands were like rocks that heavy and tired.
Thursday choir practise was good. Learning to sing in dynamics, accent, crescendo and many more... Quite fun and happy.
Friday, went to Biqing 老师's house for small group gathering.
Me, Mei ling, James, Tania, Jiaming, Biqing Lao shi and Shiao hong sat around the table chit chatting and eating at the same time. It was fun...
Thursday choir practise was good. Learning to sing in dynamics, accent, crescendo and many more... Quite fun and happy.
Friday, went to Biqing 老师's house for small group gathering.
Me, Mei ling, James, Tania, Jiaming, Biqing Lao shi and Shiao hong sat around the table chit chatting and eating at the same time. It was fun...
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Caden flying to USA on tuesday. Temporary withdraw for 2 years. Goodness!
Dont know whether I still working in Jude childcare if he comes back.
On Monday, A group of brothers and sisters flying to northen thailand for mission trip. So exciting... as they gonna teach bible study in different age groups.
Will pray for you guys. Enjoy serving the Lord yeah???
Next coming activities in June,
If i got nothing to do on 27 june(sat), will celebrate my goody friend's birthday at Escape Theme Park with her God bro, Bestie friend and me.
Kinda look forward to go out with them again.
Dont know whether I still working in Jude childcare if he comes back.
On Monday, A group of brothers and sisters flying to northen thailand for mission trip. So exciting... as they gonna teach bible study in different age groups.
Will pray for you guys. Enjoy serving the Lord yeah???
Next coming activities in June,
If i got nothing to do on 27 june(sat), will celebrate my goody friend's birthday at Escape Theme Park with her God bro, Bestie friend and me.
Kinda look forward to go out with them again.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Yesterday night as i was on my way home.
I suddenly remember once Qiu Lian told me,
"If I'm the first to die, I will come in spirit to find you. Becoz you are my best friend ever. Both of us always do things together, and i always lookout for you in times of trouble and sadness." etc.. (couldn't remember)
She look serious when she told me that.
My replied was, "EEE.. scary!"
But then again i added and say "If u come, pls write a note. So i know you come and find me. If you gonna appear in front of me, pls dont give me a scary or bloody look."
I said it with a contented smile on my face.
It also proven that our relationships were so close to one another.
At sentosa when me and Qiu lian left in the sea.
(i donno where were my friends at that time)
Qiu Lian suddenly hug me tightly, like koala bear. Putting her head on my shoulder without saying any single word. So i just carry her like a baby walking about here and there at the sea for few minutes.
I chose to leave Qiu Lian it's becoz our relationships were getting worst as she was attached with her first bf in school. The conversation we had was always about her bf and nothing else. Things we usually do were getting bored or rather less too.
Although i manage to step back slowly, loosen our relationships by not hanging out often and even less talk on the phone, but it hurts inside.
I tell myself that even if i have a bf, my friends will come first. Becoz in the end, my friends will stand by me if i break up with my bf.
The conversation with my friends wont be about my bf too.
I have another 'used to be' bestie.. But nothing much to say here.
I only stay overnight at her house sometimes before i go to church the next morning.
Always go to her house when i'm free or to shop around with her. Ever since she's always so free and bored that time, i will take my time to be with her. Talk on the phone every night too. I have a bf that time, I even told her btw.. but i succeeded not talking about my bf when i'm with her. And will choose to go out with her rather than my bf sometimes if both me and her are free.
But anyway, sometimes i think that my relationship with Qiulian is hard to describe. Too close to each other till a minor accident on me as i got a knock on my head by someone's hand bag, Qiu Lian got very angry. This lady, she walk passed me without noticing my head was there. So the handbag just hit my head. Qiu lian quickly lift my head up and rubbed the part i was hit. She even stare at the lady angrily.
I suddenly remember once Qiu Lian told me,
"If I'm the first to die, I will come in spirit to find you. Becoz you are my best friend ever. Both of us always do things together, and i always lookout for you in times of trouble and sadness." etc.. (couldn't remember)
She look serious when she told me that.
My replied was, "EEE.. scary!"
But then again i added and say "If u come, pls write a note. So i know you come and find me. If you gonna appear in front of me, pls dont give me a scary or bloody look."
I said it with a contented smile on my face.
It also proven that our relationships were so close to one another.
At sentosa when me and Qiu lian left in the sea.
(i donno where were my friends at that time)
Qiu Lian suddenly hug me tightly, like koala bear. Putting her head on my shoulder without saying any single word. So i just carry her like a baby walking about here and there at the sea for few minutes.
I chose to leave Qiu Lian it's becoz our relationships were getting worst as she was attached with her first bf in school. The conversation we had was always about her bf and nothing else. Things we usually do were getting bored or rather less too.
Although i manage to step back slowly, loosen our relationships by not hanging out often and even less talk on the phone, but it hurts inside.
I tell myself that even if i have a bf, my friends will come first. Becoz in the end, my friends will stand by me if i break up with my bf.
The conversation with my friends wont be about my bf too.
I have another 'used to be' bestie.. But nothing much to say here.
I only stay overnight at her house sometimes before i go to church the next morning.
Always go to her house when i'm free or to shop around with her. Ever since she's always so free and bored that time, i will take my time to be with her. Talk on the phone every night too. I have a bf that time, I even told her btw.. but i succeeded not talking about my bf when i'm with her. And will choose to go out with her rather than my bf sometimes if both me and her are free.
But anyway, sometimes i think that my relationship with Qiulian is hard to describe. Too close to each other till a minor accident on me as i got a knock on my head by someone's hand bag, Qiu Lian got very angry. This lady, she walk passed me without noticing my head was there. So the handbag just hit my head. Qiu lian quickly lift my head up and rubbed the part i was hit. She even stare at the lady angrily.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Went hiking today at Mount Faber with Imouto, Shu wei, Tania and My cousin Mei ling.
Totally me today...
Me and Mei ling went High man... KAHAA!
I prefer outdoor activities like hiking and sports than to shop all the time.
Really free my mind...
Never think of homework and work. Relax!!!
After that went to Imouto's house with Mei ling.
We made birthday cards, and i'm there enjoying Mei ling, Shi Mu and Imouto's singing few choir songs.
Before me and Meiling going home,
Played swing with Meiling at a nearby playground before Imouto drove us to the bus stop.
On friday, i'm surprised to see one of the SYFC's friend on the train as i was heading to church. Today at the bus stop, i saw Percilia. Man! so happy to see her.
Have a good chat with her on the bus too.
Just got to know that she has japanese cousins in japan. Now currently working as a translator in Japan too.
Totally me today...
Me and Mei ling went High man... KAHAA!
I prefer outdoor activities like hiking and sports than to shop all the time.
Really free my mind...
Never think of homework and work. Relax!!!
After that went to Imouto's house with Mei ling.
We made birthday cards, and i'm there enjoying Mei ling, Shi Mu and Imouto's singing few choir songs.
Before me and Meiling going home,
Played swing with Meiling at a nearby playground before Imouto drove us to the bus stop.
On friday, i'm surprised to see one of the SYFC's friend on the train as i was heading to church. Today at the bus stop, i saw Percilia. Man! so happy to see her.
Have a good chat with her on the bus too.
Just got to know that she has japanese cousins in japan. Now currently working as a translator in Japan too.
KiDos!!!
kidos!!
Jerrard magnatic kid aka my son. Every morning, he always stick to me until he goes home around 12pm plus. Wasted alot of my energy on him every morning. My colleagues all cannot tahan him as well. The strength he has when struggling with me or with other teachers. Man strong la...
If he naughty, i will carry him and put him with another teacher to takecare. That is the time he will struggle very hard becoz he wants me.
I hardly do anything with him around too. Becoz he will hold my pants or even both of my legs if i wanna walk somewhere to do something. Wherever i walk, he will follow. If not will cry....
There was a time the mother sent him to the childcare. Once Jerrard saw me, he quickly hug me like i'm the mother. And there was a time the grandfather gonna bring him home. But he kept crying, wanting me to carry when i gave him to the grandfather. Jerrard only close to his grandma...always happy to see his grandma coming to fetch him home.
If i get to bring this kid out, you will get to see how close this kid is with me.
1 more week, Caden Chen is flying off to USA for 2 years. Becoz his father gonna work there. Actually, Caden was born in America too.
Jerrard magnatic kid aka my son. Every morning, he always stick to me until he goes home around 12pm plus. Wasted alot of my energy on him every morning. My colleagues all cannot tahan him as well. The strength he has when struggling with me or with other teachers. Man strong la...
If he naughty, i will carry him and put him with another teacher to takecare. That is the time he will struggle very hard becoz he wants me.
I hardly do anything with him around too. Becoz he will hold my pants or even both of my legs if i wanna walk somewhere to do something. Wherever i walk, he will follow. If not will cry....
There was a time the mother sent him to the childcare. Once Jerrard saw me, he quickly hug me like i'm the mother. And there was a time the grandfather gonna bring him home. But he kept crying, wanting me to carry when i gave him to the grandfather. Jerrard only close to his grandma...always happy to see his grandma coming to fetch him home.
If i get to bring this kid out, you will get to see how close this kid is with me.
1 more week, Caden Chen is flying off to USA for 2 years. Becoz his father gonna work there. Actually, Caden was born in America too.
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