By2 (Bai Tu, Rabbit)

Both twins are from Singapore and they are only 16 this year.
Their voices are good and their dance are simply Hot.
Now both of them are in Taiwan and they usually will appear in those entertainment shows. Yup! the twins make Singapore proud.
They have their style of singing and few fast songs, the lyrics are quite interesting. But i still prefer the slow songs. To my standard i think they can harmonise well also.



Erm btw, i dont know whoes that two guy.

Back from Vivo...
I had a wonderful relaxing time as i shop for my stuff myself today.
I spent 5 hours shopping in vivo and sengkang. I also sent hundred over dollars in vivo for a pair of slippers and a pair of Fila sports shoes. Becoz of my painful leg, i think of buying a good pair of shoes to wear. At seng kang, I bought mini bites dounuts for my cousins and parents :)
My mum was rather shock as she said that i really can shop alone for so long. haha
I slowly take my time walking and to see the stuff in the shop. But I bought my things very fast haha.

Just can't be there for you everytime.. you should know. I'm not super hero that will fly if u need. I know u need me to be there to company you and to listen to your problems plus entertain you. But i need my time too what..
I was rather tired enough.

OK! I'M SRY FOR REPLYING U LATE.
I'M SRY FOR NOT BEING THERE FOR U.

Becoz of u i was rather angry this afternoon. Trying my best to laugh,smile and talk. Actually wanna go home but already promised my cousin to go out together since she's free.
So not only u angry, me too.
I just don't feel like going down to find you as i'm tired.
I also scare i will scold u as well in anything u said and i kinda disagree with u.
Hai! anyway i will just pray for u.. hope u are fine

After this time of not happy conversation on the phone, i end her call by saying" Guess shall not keep u in contact for time being... calm ourselves down first. BYE!" then end her call immediately."

Sad now... shall not say anything and i'm kinda enough of u today.

Few things just happen today... Shall pray for them as well.



Hmm.. i wanna thank jasmine this morning for carrying my bag as i rush and ran to church. I almost late for choir practise at 9am. I felt bad.. I made the idea to ask her to carry my heavy bag and i only help her to carry a super light plastic bag and my file to run. I just dash out from the MRT train then abandon her at the back.
So Sorry Jasmine and Thank You for being so nice, willing to help without hesitating when i asked.. Being touch by you today. Hee! :)
But i hurt my leg the nerve again when i ran to church. But just endure until i reach church. During lunch time kept complaining to my cousin that my leg very pain.
She saw me crippled walking in to the ballroom.

Hai! just get to remember my past again.. rather sad but i'm fine.
I actually wanna type about friends but i 've deleted it. Just keep the good and bad memories to myself. But i got two good friends that i know when i was 18, i wont forget the good times we 3 of us have together. No matter how bad or good it is till now. When i always think of one of them i'm happy the other kinda bitter and hurt. But i had a wonderful memories with the one who hurts me too. And it still hurts alittle when i thought of it now. Both friends that i know, although our days are short but indeed we have cherish the time we have together. In times of ups and downs.. laughing and crying moments. I always get to see the emotional moments when we are together.


Memories of two friends

I never forget what i've told one of them when we went out in her down moments and she ask me "Are u giving up on me?" I replied saying without hesitating, "I wont give up on you although i wanted to. But once if i let go my hands (giving up), u will fall badly and u might not be able to stand on ur feet yourself again." And i end off by saying "That's What Friends Are For.. Right?" and i saw her feeling relief on her face.
Helping her that period of time, as a friend i just wanted to see your smiling face again and to tell me everything is fine. No matter how much we cry and sacrifice the time for each other, just wanna let u know that u are not alone to go through ur problems.


The other friend last time told me sincerely, "when i die, the first person i will find is u. Becoz i believed when i die, u will cry." then i looked at her and replied, "I think so, maybe ba..." kinda freaky but heartwarming to hear something like that. She was a super close friend i ever had that time. I left her is becoz she kept talking about her boyfriend and i don't really know her boyfriend although we went out few times.
The topic between us seems not right once she got a boyfriend and i felt bored with her. Then i tell myself that since u are happy to have a partner to stay with then i better leave becoz i had enough of her boyfriend topic. It seems that i'm transparent as a friend and i cant just bring out any topic but about ur bf. Rather pathetic and sad. It hurts to leave her but eventually each day seems lesser contact with her and relationship wise between us get lesser too.
But i found another bunch of friends to hangout with and i'm quite happy to be with them as they always brightens my day.
One of my friend in class told the other close friend of mine that as if i'm stealing her good friend away from her whom she usually stick with. Then she always give this heck care face towards me. It was becoz i'm helping her with her problems that was why she so close to me. Our relationship naturally just build up by contacting and hangout since she got her bad days so i just company her and talk to her.

She's 'used to be' super close friend even made me cry on the spot before where she did something i don't like la and i saw her crying on the spot before too. That time when she cry, i quickly brought her to the toilet and we squared in the cubicle for twenty minutes like that when she cried. I risk to tell her a secret that shouldn't be told but as for a super close friend sake i don't want to see her getting hurt by this guy. So i just risk to tell her although i might loose the other friend who told me the secret. But was worth while telling in order to protect her as a friend.

I also remembered in the middle of the night about two plus while i was sleeping, she called me and told me that she left home becoz she quarreled with her family especially her sister gave her a slap on her face in front of her family members. She wanted to come my house to stay but was too sudden so i told her to go home. She did listen to me and went back home after the conversation on the phone. She told me that she felt relax after telling me everything then she head home to sleep. Before that when we talked on the phone, i asked her whether she was crying? she said "no" for the first and second time as i knew she was crying. But the third time she suddenly just admitted that she was crying.. but then we laughed. Becoz i said something funny then she cannot tahan and laugh. This friend of mine story is longer then the other friend of mine becoz we hangout too often until will miss each other without seeing or contacting.

How about you? what was the most memorable friend you have? feel free to share. :)

It's good to have friends who gave you wonderful memories that hardly be forgetable.

Today celebrated Liu Liu's birthday at PS .. Sorry man no cake.
Enjoy the gathering after all. Keep laughing
Get to eat Hokkaido Ice-cream too. Hmm.. i like Sea Salt & Ceramel and not to worry, is sweet.. abit saltish feeling when its in your mouth too. Kinda cool! The taste like milk.:) Humm.. nice!

Anyband (Korea)

Cool.. love this Mv.

Anyband Promise You Mv



Like this song too "Promise You"

Making of the Film

I injuired my right leg.. maybe its becoz i did't stand properly by use one leg strength to support my body strength. If not is becoz a pair of flat shoes i'm wearing.
I did apply medicine yesterday, so i pray that my leg will gets better.
I can't really walk and stand for too long since i've hurt the nerve.
My dad prayed for me yesterday too.. Although i felt awkward, but i felt contended to have a father like him.


My DAD!

Although my dad is not educated and don't really know how to express himself by explaining why? I know that he cares for me in many ways that he could.
He has a heart of service to others with a great smile on his face, to cheer and pray for others.

"Thanks for encouraging me and trying your best to cheer me up in my problems"
"Thanks for working so hard to support the family"
"Thanks for always trying your best to understand us and help us in everyways you could."
"Sorry for treating you transparent in the past where me and brother didn't notice that we didn't talk to you much and to tell you our problems. We makes you sad as you are our dad and you didn't even really know anything about our problems."
"Thanks for warming up this loving family"

awww... i wanna watch 10 promises to my dog.. i guess i will cry during the show. *sob*

theme song by Boa-Be with You and the actress in the movie like acted in Absolute Boyfriend series show.

today work was ok... not tiring at all, not alot of people shopping today too.most of my time stuck in the store do stock taking. Hee! Happy...tml i need to do stock again so happy haha
I'm so happy to see Sonia today.. Its been 2 years since i stop working as Vivie promoter. I walked over to her counter just now to talk to her. I stood at her counter then Sonia stared at me for few seconds then she "Aaa... Wen Ling!" I was happy is becoz i have a close friend to talk to at work. We just talk and laugh since we got nothing better to do and she compliant to me about a customer.Sonia is 30 this year. But she dont look like she's 30. She's a slow learner (even her boyfriend whom she stead for nearly 10 years say her stupid) but hard working gal. She's quite skinny and light too. But she can eat... Another person whom i close to at work is Xu Juan(malaysian) today then i know she same age as me.
She ask me how old am i?so i said 21 this year.Then she "You year 87!?" then i "ya"...And then she said "Same As Me!"I was like "really?"then she "yaaaa..."
She looks quite mature, like a 23 years old girl.Xue Juan got stomachache today.. she ate sotong rice. She thinks is too oily that course the problem.She kept calling my name to disturb me.when i come to work already, she will say " Wen Ling Lai Le Arh?"It always reminds me of my sister Yuki.. Hai miss her. I still got contact Yuki and she said she's coming to find me when she's free.Last time i was quite touch as she came down and find me when i worked.
Xue Juan and Sonia knows that i got two jobs now. Sonia even asked me.. "You need money arh?" i was like "no.. becoz short handed. If not i wont even want to work here" I will work for Ya mei aunty is becoz i work alone before at Bugis OG.. will work like mad.

yesterday just spent most of my time with Yu'an...
We went jogging and shopping and i had a wonderful time with her.
Oh! i played with ching ching too. So Kawaii...
Slowly ching ching get used to me around the house now although i sometimes still will scare her. She still will bark at me if i come to Yu'an's house next time. hmm...

I bought a new bag at bugis street. My brown fake addidas bag abit cannot make it. The addidas bag was bought as a birthday present from my goody girlfriends in ITE.
I can't bear to throw it away this morning since this bag has been with me for a year 2 months.
I carry that brown bag with me whenever i go. So loved that bag as i can put alot of things inside.
In the end i still throw it away this morning before i go to work.
Now using a white bag, having a new relationship with this new bag from today onwards. hahaha!


Just now went to Ang Mo Kio for group gathering. It was fun fun fun... I did enjoy myself with the rest of the brothers and sisters in Christ. I'm so happy and glad that we able to eat at the japaneses restaurant with the rest. We even got a place to sit together to have our dinner within 10 minutes. that's fast enough.

I'm so happy to play at the archard today at amk hub after our dinner. When i organise outing, i will always try too make things fun and enjoyable. Secondly i think i need to let out and relax for awhile. If not i feel uncomfortable and emo after that.. yup! so fun today ...

No coffee pls...

I guess i can't drink coffee.. I almost puke after drinking a cup.
I'm quite tired today, so i thought of drinking coffee. The coffee doesn't keep me awake but is making me so sick and giddy. I almost went to the toilet to puke. I won't drink coffee next time then, maybe not suitable to drink. Not my first time feeling this way after i drank a cup of coffee.
Having a hard time just now trying to control myself not to puke.

I'm better now when Sophia asked me to go down and photocopied a stack of papers. I use that 40 minutes siting somewhere where i use to sit and rest during lunch time to sleep. I can faint anytime just now... giddy until i cant really walk in a straight line. I try to act normal when i walk out of the office. I sat on the banch to pray first then cross my leg and close my eyes and sleep for 15 minutes. I don't really care how ppl look at me when they walk pass but i find it normal to do that since nobody knows me.

This few days i've been rushing here and there too.. not enough sleep as well. So will go giddy easily. I asked Sophia this morning to take leave tml. I need a proper rest as i dont really have one for a week. Guess too worked out and can feel that my body is up to my limits for now.

Just now i sat outside and rest, i saw this cat tring to catch a bird.. So funny!