Today i'm very tired. But thank God I didn't get angry with anyone as i will easily if i'm super tired. After church we went out to United square to buy somethings and had our dinner at Mac. Ok i don't really like the food in united square. Ex! But i like their food in food court. Like baked rice, pasta etc...

After our dinner at United Square, me Meiling and Yu'an went down to Novena. Yu'an wanted to buy Donuts for her cousin and herself. Meiling bought 3 donuts to share with me. But i only ate few mouth and i asked meiling to eat the rest.
As i help meiling to carry the donuts, I don't really know how the box slipped off my hand and the chocolate stain on my white shirt. To my surprise, i'm not worrying for my white shirt but donuts. Thank God it didn't drop on the floor. Meiling brought jacket, so i went to the toilet to change my top. It kinda funny as i wore the jacket with knee length skirts and heels. Anyway it still doesn't really bothers me as how my appearance look since nobody knows me. Quite funny after the donut incident. LAUGH*

hmm.. to think of it, 3 of us gals have not shop together for quite sometime.

Saturday i went out with Nic to company her to buy present at Novena. We went to trumpet praise shop to look out for present. The first thing that caught my eye were 3 notebooks where each notebook for Prayer, Personal and Sermon. Woah so cool man...
Today i told Meiling that i went to trumpet praise on sat, then the first thing she told me was that she like the notebook that i like as well. Hahaha cool!

I like one of the mug there too and it cost $12.90 if i not wrong. Nicole bought that mug as birthday present. Quite suitable for guys especially the design.

I like to go in Christan shops to see what they sell. I even can see the things around in the shop for a long time. So next time i can just head down to that particular shop to buy something for my christian friends. :)

Heartfelt Album: It's Over Now - Kyla

It's Over Now

You
You turned and walk away
I didn't know what to say
I closed my eyes to hide
The pain I felt inside
I could never understand
How love went out of hand
And now there's nothing I can do

Though the feeling hasn't passed
Sad to say our love didn't last
Please don't ask me to pretend
`Cause I know it's over
When I'm done forgetting you
You can say what you wanted to
Please don't ask me to pretend
`Cause I know it's over now

Now I'm left here all alone
A heart without a home
How will I ever find
The love I left behind
Once, the days were ours to share
Now you don't even care
And there's still nothing I can do

Though the feeling hasn't passed
Sad to say our love didn't last
Please don't ask me to pretend
`Cause I know it's over
When I'm done forgetting you
You can say what you wanted to
Please don't ask me to pretend
`Cause I know it's over now...

Though the feeling hasn't passed
Sad to say our love didn't last
Please don't ask me to pretend
`Cause I know it's over
When I'm done forgetting you
You can say what you wanted to
Please don't ask me to pretend
`Cause I know it's over now

(Instrumental)

Though the feeling hasn't passed
Sad to say our love didn't last
Please don't ask me to pretend
`Cause I know it's over
When I'm done forgetting you
You can say what you wanted to
Please don't ask me to pretend
`Cause I know it's over now

I Think Of You.

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

Baptism 23/3/08

On Easter Sunday was the day of baptism for 5 candidates who were going to baptise. A lot of our church members and friends came to witness their baptism as well.

There were 5 candidates
Brothers:Jerry, David, Jason, Shao bin and a only Sister: Huang Ting

Part of the people who came.

Sister Huang Ting

Brother Jerry

Brother Shao Bin

Brother Jason

Brother David

To Love You More - Celine Dion

Nice Man~ Love It!

Take me back into the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more


Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

Believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more
ooohhh...ohhhh.....oohhh...
ohh..oohhh..ohhhh..ohhhh...ohhooohhooo.....

Coming Back to God!

Lately, there were lots of ups and downs. I'm using this holiday to adjust my feelings. I thought I'm ok but it comes back with more sadness then i expected.
There are several things that i want to say, settle and overcome. But how am i going to do all this?

I am ready and prepared not going to run or hide, puting away what is unpleasing and unnecessary, even my thinkings to face it throughout each obstacles by putting down my pride. Willingly to listen to others advice, to ponder and to apply unto it.
Those people who spoken to me, I know u care and i do appreciate you guys to talk to me. For my goodness sake and God's sake.

I'm happy that i have fear in the Lord. For God and those people who have Hope in me, I will try my very best to change.

This period of time, I need to come before God to ask Him for help.
Without God I'm absolutely Nothing.

Everytime i fall, i just need to stand up again just like a baby.
The Lord will be with me, carries me throughout my life forever till i die to see Him in Heaven.

Are you willing to come before God to ask Him for help as well?

Good Friday

Yay! Thank God the presentation went well today.

Thanks to all brothers and sisters in Christ for praying fervently together as one body of Christ too. And to commit everything unto God.

Glad to see our mentor Shirleen Tong and her friend that she had brought today. Many other new friends as well.

Thank God that every different roles like the 12 Reciters, PA Crew, Ushers, Hymn Singing Class, Children rendering of song, Marcus's preaching and Wei Wu interpreted went well etc...
They did put in a lot of time and effort in each different roles, things they need to do and to be alert to look out for.


Give Thanks to the Lord for He is Sovereign and True living God. Amen!

Cassie - Is It You.

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Today was quite tiring and cold. At Sunday school class i sat opposite the air-con. The air-con blow directly at me. So cold! Tania so funny as well la... She wanna tie her hair during Sunday school class. Suddenly the hair clip slipped off from her hand and the hair clip flew then drop in the middle of my legs. Me and Tania laughed like mad silently as teacher Bi Qing was teaching. Btw we sat in circles, so me and Tania sat facing the back of teacher Bi Qing. So teacher Bi Qing Don't know what happen. The rest who were at Sunday school also dont know becoz they were busy flipping the bible. Except for Jasmine started laughing at me. Jasmine looked directly at me and laughed la. Couldn't help it but to laugh silently. Torture me man cannot laugh aloud.

Today I went to my friend's 21st birthday party, I watched Ice Age 2 at my friend's house. So cool!
After that I went to Plaza Sing to meet Nicole to catch a movie. We watched water horse and i thought this movie can be recommended to others. The show was quite touching and funny. I've learnt a action from Nic at the Mrt train. I din't expect her to do that. funny... Thanks Ah!

Before that we had our dinner at buger king. Then we touch on a topic where days passes fast and now she's already sec 2 and i'm 21. GOSH!
We never forget how we met each other. Altough we do met in church several times, we usually just talk and laugh and there goes our way home from church. I did got her number when i was in tsbc but, i only sms her once or twice thats it.
But what brought us together was on Eleen's birthday party at United Square Ben & Jerry. Shiao Hong invited her if i not wrong. I was surprise to see her and to be honest, i did forget her. When the church spilt that time, she was back home in Penang.
After Eleen's birthday, I was please that she don't mind walking with me from Novena to Farrer Park area near her house bus stop for about 20 minutes. Becoz i don't really know where was farrer park Mrt. I also don't even know how to take bus from Novena to Little India Mrt. Then Nicole guided me to her house area bus stop to take 131. We did had a wonderful talked as we walk. Thats not all, she waited with me for my bus for quite long. At the bus stop i went crazy and we kept laughing. So from there onwards our friendship and relationship got closer. Then i started sms her as i reached home to keep her company and also to bring her out shopping since she SO FREE that time. We both are cheerful giver as well. So cool.
Eleen's birthday was some where March so now me and Nicole knew each other nearly 1 year soon. During this period of time i'm glad to see her grow in the Lord. Altough we both are from two different churches, but our relationship still stays. not that easy. :) Thank God to have this opportunity to know her.

Fei Lun Hai

I dont really like Fei Lun Hai song last time becoz their songs doesn't interest me. But becoz of my friend Jing Yuan(JY) downloaded nearly all the Fei Lun Hai song from their second album and she started playing the mp3 songs from her hp as we bath. She has a same common habit as me that is to play music from her handphone as she bath. So during chalet as we are using the shower room toilet near the swimming pool area to bath, my friend started playing the songs from her handphone. The songs are all from Fei Lun Hai's album. When i was bathing, I heard one of the song i like and i quickly ask Jy to send the song to me after my bath.hahaha!
I like few songs from their second album. :)


Tiamo (I Love You)




Bu Hui Ai




Chu Kou

Never Give Up !

No matter how are you going through each obstacles, Never give up!
God never give up on us unless we choose to give up on him and to leave Him.
but always remember He will always be there to wait for you and willing to embrace you to keep you in His loving and forgiving arms again.

ITE Chalet

Yay! I enjoy the chalet.
11 friends came for the chalet but 9 of us stay.

We played twister so fun and funny. Twister is a game where one person spin the colour board, then the colour board will indicate the colour of your left or right hands or legs will go to which colour. we have competitions between guys and gals. So funny! i nearly break my body. I need to stretch my legs and hands to reach the colours.

One of my friend who is a guy cannot take it then fell then sat on my feet. I don't dare to move my leg as my leg near his "Ahem" so i said "excuse me i need move my leg." He laughed and move his butt away. ha! Burst out Laughter that time. My other friend play until he farted but thank God no smell. My friend Maha, our tallest gal also play.

We played poker and tumbling block plus true and dare. Dont worry about the dare part we did safety precautions haha.. no touching of oppsite sex. But guys only touch guys and gals only touch gals. Abit gross but we had a fun. 3 Christians including me so as my friend buy alcohol i was not involved. I have friends to set a good testimony together to others.

I use to drink during chalets but not anymore. For God and Christian friends and not to stumble people around me.
One of my friend who also a Christian drank alcohol last time also nv drink on the chalet but she only say which brand nice to drink la. Last time i drank alcohol was 18 years old at Siloso beach at Sentosa. Because it was raining but not that heavily at the beach and we were dreached and cold, so i drank the purpose is to keep me warm as i having my activities there. I cannot take cold weather as my stomach wont feel good sometimes. It worked to keep me warm that time but i felt abit numb but not drunk at that time. But i reliased my hands got spotted reddish mark on both of my arms as i play the captains ball. First time i encounter such things but i was fine in a short time.
But i won't touch alcohol anymore unless my parents allows me to drink like in the wedding where my father will drink and if my mums allow my dad to drink haha.. Becoz my father got high blood pressure.

Anyway i will miss my big group of good friends. We always have fun and laughter whenever we are together. I plan to have ITE gathering next time and my friends agreed with me.
Our next gathering will be in my friend's 21st birthday party in August ba.

May our relationship stays the same through out the years. :)

Church 1 Year Anniversary

Yay! on Sunday 9/3/08 is our Church 1 years old.

I never forget how God sustain us throughout this 1 year. I also never forget how we work together as a body of Christ closely with God. We work closely with church brothers and sisters plus pastor of course, we pray diligently, fervently together as well. I never forget the time Tbc started on Sunday, how things gets better and better each Sunday and how God comforted and strengthen us, restore us and to fill us with Joy within our broken hearts when the church split.

Like to thank Pastor Lai, Pastor Bi Qing and the rest for making it possible having a family form of fellowship together in Church. Always feel the warm and comfort everytime we comes to church. Thank Pastor Bi qing always like a mother, treat us like her sons and daugthers and always being so caring in what we do.

Pastor Bi qing always takes out her time and to leave aside her 4 children sometimes to fetch us home and help us in our problems. Especially the chinese nationals who need to depart with their parents in China to come to Singapore to study for years as a nurse. Thank Shiao Hui, Shiao Hong, Jia Jun and Jia Ming for being so loving and understanding.

Pastor Lai has been faithfully serving God in Church. He always spare a thought for us, to help us to walk in the right doctrine, in the Truth of God. He taught us so many things so that we may be concious and aware on what we are doing. Is it right before God and pleasing in God's sight?

Thank the Ho's and Lai's family for serving faithfully in Church.

Yup! Will continue to look forward to Truth Baptist Church 2nd anniversary.

God is a Soverign Lord. :)

GreaT iS ThY FaiThFuLneSS!

Yup! God is always faithful to us.