I went Causeway Point this afternoon just to find Xiuru to get something i need urgently at the archard Timezone. Daphne work with Xiuru too since both not accepted in poly. But Daphne result should be much more better then me and she can consider going in poly. I like Daphne's design for her project in school.

After getting the my stuff from Xiu Ru, i saw this uncle about 40 plus years old played Time Crisis 3 and another young teenage boy about 15 or 16 years old played Time Crisis 4.

Both played well and they know how to use each different gun for shooting. Cool!

I just spent almost 1 hour just to watch both of them play.

As i watched them play Time Crisis, i saw this lady scolding the maid badly. I don't really know what happened maybe the maid forget to do something. I kept hearing the lady yelling at the maid and the lady said "If you forget to eat then don't eat next time." "Today you don't eat, can?!" She's very mean... The lady even asked the maid to repeat a word 10 times loudly. Because the maid speak very softly and they were in the archard full of noise. The lady yelled at the maid all the way man and the maid look very calm and sightly timid.

Anyway the lady shouldn't yelled at the maid although the maid keep making the same mistake by forgetting certain things. People tend to forget things one or another don't they?
The lady as the owner should tell the maid what to do next time or do something about it to correct her rather than yelling at her. Shouldn't this be the way?
I almost want to walk up to the lady to ask her to stop her nonsense. But i didn't because I don't really know what was the problem.
If you were there to see how the lady yell at the maid, you won't feel good as well.

Today after church was quite fun as Me, Meiling, Yu'an, Mei Yun, Darius, Tony, James and Jia Jun went Ps to buy some stuff and have dinner together.

Hardly to go out with Meiling, Mei Yun and especially Jia Jun. We were very happy and surprise Jia Jun join us today. Journey mercy as he is going New Zealand tomorrow.

Looking forward to have a wonderful gathering with brothers and sisters next time.

I going to start work on 2 June at Chinatown manhattan house as Web Designer.
Kinda stress here, because i not very good at using Dream Weaver software as i about 1 years plus never touch this program too. I not very good at database as well. Urgh..
Then now i got a project at hand to do in the company.
Pray that through this company i able to master my webbie skills and my project will go smoothly.
I'm doing a project for Punggol Marina, kinda nice club with few outdoor activities. I need to meet client and maybe join their activity to know the club better.

But I'm thankful that one of the colleage that she's going to help me in my Dream Weaver is a Christian too. Her name is Sophia from Indonesia. But in the company only got 3 person, Me, Sophia and the boss. Sad!

I hope to have more people to come to this company. So if i wanna take leave will be easier.
I'm also thankful that the work place is at Chinatown 4 stops away from farrer park.
Hai sad, my working hours might extend and during weekends maybe need to work. Depends!
But the boss said that he will try his very best not to touch Sunday to call me to work.

My biggest worries.. I can't do well for my project and can't make it for choir practise since there only two soprano including me.
The Ya Camp pray that i can come too. It falls on 3 week of my work.

During this one week left before i start working hopefully I can meet up with my friends.
Won't hangout with friends often if i start work unless they don't mind meeting me in evening time.

I lost contact with most of my working friends as i was busy with my school work last time.
Relationship wise with one another eventually drop badly. Never contact them at all, only few of them. I miss the fun we had together during work and after work.

I super miss Yuki, my beloved sister. In work we always rely on each other no matter happy, sad or angry. Both of us always hangout together or with friends for supper and shopping till 11pm after work.

Both of us kinda touchy too as we will hug once we saw each other.
Hugging started from me in the storeroom because she cried. I saw her crying 3 times due to some problems.
We kinda gross also as we will kiss each other sometimes on the chick. She started kissing me first dont know why at the storeroom during work.

1. For me to kiss her was a cheer up to her.
2. For me to hug her was to comfort.
3. For me to come to work was to brighten her day.
(I work with a auntie, Yuki will always ask the auntie whether i will come to work the next day.
If i never come to work, Yuki will nag at me to ask me to work.)

I remember a time when Yuki was angry with her working good friend because a guy like me in work place as we were working together. Me, a guy who dress like jap *his quite cute, the guy who like me and his friend and Yuki's good friend. We came out together for supper after work.

Me Yuki and the Jap guy went Yoshinoya to eat at cineleisure and the rest at KFC.
As i was talking to the jap guy regarding japanese and taiwan songs we like, the guy who like me his friend keep coming to Yoshinoya to help his friend who like me and ask Yuki for my number and stuff. Thank goodness, Yuki never gave any of my details and if she did i will be very angry with her. As Yuki never give the guy my details, Yuki's good friend keep sms or call Yuki to give my number. Suddenly Yuki very angry and she said, "Why keep asking me to give the number since Wen ling don't like that guy?" Yuki so angry with her good friend and she ask me to leave the place with her and go somewhere ourselves to walk around orchard. Yuki did explain to me what happen and why she's so angry.

But i'm always quite thankful as she take good care of me and always treat me for supper. Scary!

On Sunday our church celebrated Filial Piety day at Qian Xi Restaurant.

The food kinda wasted as we didn't ate much and were busy watching the performances by our church brother and sisters.

Few of our brothers and sisters went to the stage to share, give thanks and few words of blessings to their parents too.

Yesterday Me, Ran Ran and Hong Zhuang went to the air-port to sent Shiao Hui off to US.
Awww miss her...
Anyway only 1 and a half month she will be back.
She's not along too when she reach US.
Their classmates will be there with her as well.
Shiao Hui's good friend Christin, going to US too but worst for 7 months.

Can't bear to say goodbye and to see both of them leave, But they still need to leave anyway.
Put on your greatest smile and wave...

May God Bless both of them in US.

Today the whether was good. It rain during midnight and today i woke up at 11:26am.
I slept peacefully in rainy weather.

I went Paradiz centre near Dhoby Ghuat to be Eileen's model for make-up today.
Although i waited for my turn for about 3 hours plus, I'm not bored at all as i saw other models with their make over. I saw one cute fruity gal with a bunch of plastic small oranges and leaves on the side of her hair. She looks sweet, and many gals kept looking at her as she going for photo shooting. The other gal i saw was quite pretty in her bridal dress.

Xin Ku Eileen as she needs to stand whole day today without her meal from morning till evening. She need to finish the make up from 9am till 5pm for 4 or 5 models with 5 different style of make up for her portfolio.

-2 bridal
-2 fashion
-1 effect (gun shot or blue black)

But she only finish 4 models including me as I'm the last. Too bad, i don't get the opportunity to do the effects make up as time was up.

I like one of the make up where Eileen make for her cousin's friend the smokey eye shadow. The gal quite fair and Eileen only put white and black for her eye shadow.
She looks great but she turn out looking fierce with the make up on. Few friends of hers who are the model of Eileen's says that she post very nice during her photo taking. I thought that the smokey eye shadow was good, but Eileen says that for all model she make up today not very good. Not up to her standard, too rush not enough time.

Yesterday afternoon Eileen trim my eye brown. She used 1 and a half hour to trim for me as she wanna make my eye brown look perfect and to look balance. So through yesterday as she trim me eye brown, i got to know that she's a perfectionist.
So whatever she do hopefully must be up to her standard.

Eileen is a very nice and shy person. She kept helping me to hold things as i don't really have hands to carry other stuff without complain. I know she's very tired for the whole day and she even need to carry a heavy metallic make up suitcase on the other hand and a plastic bag. Oh she also helped me to cleanse off the make up as i can do it by myself. hahaha...
But we had our quality time today as i don't really handout with her for years.

Pai seh man, the cousin feed me sweet as i don't really know her.

Thank God that time was extended as Eileen and one of the make up artist haven finish doing the make up for the model.

A quick 45 minutes make up (my face slightly white as she put the wrong foundation in the beginning. She stress up as not enough time left for her.. hahaha
The hardest to make up i think was the eyes area where there's eye liner, eye shadow and mascara. I didn't put mascara, fake eye lid and big ear rings.. no time.

I kneel down by my bed side and pray
To cast all my problems and worries to you I pray
I know you listens to every prayers and you always there
To help me in my needs and my weary i bear

Comfort my sadness in me
Put me in your arms to rest in peace
Just like a father in you i see
I can feel the love you have for me.

Whenever I'm discourage and fall you will always encourage me
Helping me in every way to stand up on my feet
Telling me that it's alright lets try again
For you always beside me to guide me.

In your time and will i trust in thee
For you take away the obstacles that are before me
Putting my faith in you always
For you know what is the best for me.

Thanking God the Father
Who is so loving and protect me
Giving me the hope eternally

You are the only one who i belief
For you died on the cross for our Sins once and for all
And had given us the salvation by your grace you set us free.
For you resurrected 3 days after the death and you open up a way for me
To walk with you in your path of rightousness
To heaven you make a room for me.

Teach me with your precious word in my weakness
To change my old ways to new
To glorify you always and Forever.

Today went Ps again with Yu'an...
We stayed 3 hours there as we waited for Yu'an's photos to be develope.
Anyway, both of us survive in Ps for 3 hours as we wasted alot of time going up and down the escalator to look out for items we wanted to buy. But both of us were tired as well as we kept walking around Ps.
Now we were quite familar with Ps as we kept entering few shops to look out for items. So funny!
We did spent alot of money too. :(

Just ended a quarrel with a good friend of mine. Actually since we graduated from ITE we didnt really contact each other, so the relationship between us eventually drops. Anyway is good to talk to her to pour out what i and my other friend felt about her.

Sorry gal, i didn't meet u yesterday as i not free. I hope that you will be fine today.

Yesterday so tired.. busy smsing so many ppl to settle some stuff.
I also had bible study with Pei ling in the afternoon. The bible study was good as i did learnt alot. But i forgot to ask questions regarding some issues. Wasted!
We had bible study at the sky lab garden. So cool la..

Today went to ps again to celebrate Amos's early birthday. Today went to arcade to play. I saw 3 gals take turns to play the basketball shooting game. They were good at the game la. I actually wanna play Time Crisis 4 latest arcade game, but dont have good player parther to play with la.. Ok it reminds me playing with my ex as we play together. Becoz my ex good at this shooting game. I also realised all my ex likes play video games. The other ex of mine like to play driving game " Initial D". One of the card for initial D he bought got put my name on it. The other ex, i always go to his sister(my friend)house to company her. Ended up always entertain her brother by playing play station until he likes me. So funny.
I like to play video games too. :)
Me and my good friends always play the touching screen machine.

Amos treat me to play arcade... Don't worry only $2 and i ask Amos to share the tokens with me. So paiseh la to use all the tokens as the money not mine. But i had a great time as i never play arcade for a long time.

Yesterday had bbq at pasir ris for my 21st birthday. Thank my uncles and aunties for BBQ pit, food etc.. I did enjoy myself throughout the day.
Thanks for the wishes, blessings,presents and Hong Baos.

I was quite tired today. I can't even woke up this morning. Yesterday I just went to sleep after chatting on the phone. Had a wonderful chat to update Nic since she's busy with school work and stuff.
Ok la rather pek chek today with some miscommunication with few ppl. But i'm fine no worries, and i'm not angry with anybody. I already plan certain stuff and suddenly last minute changes and nobody even inform me the venue to hold the event had changed. haiz!
Today's Ypf talk was about how to share the gospel after a sports game with a person something like that. I did learnt abit here and there as not much details was taught by the speaker i think. I went for the talk becoz usually in my free time i will ask few of my friends to play sports with me like swimming, basketball, badminton and jogging. So if i got the opportunity and i'm ready, i may like to start a conversation with the person to share gospel with him/her.

Tomorrow i meeting pei ling for bible study as she bought me a book to do in my free time. Well, She do know my character fast enough. But i think there's a gap between us as we talk sometimes. I got hard time telling her my current situation now. Is not that i don't want to listen to her and being ignorant as she gave me few advices and i know she cares. But i have my own way of doing things and i do admit that i was lazy and slow enough in thinking of what to do. I did ponder about the advices and i do appreciate that time was given for me to think. Sorry for the word BUT, sometimes i need longer time to think and lots of up coming events coming up plus i need adjustment for my time as well. If i start to agree to do something, then the rest of the things i'm currently doing.. i probably might give up as i dont intend to give up right now. Sorry, i never wrote specificity on what's the problem.. as it was a long story if i really want to type. I was quite frustrated anyway when i met her recently. I don't really like to explain as i'm not really good in words. So i can't really explain to her my problems. Pei ling did asked ppl around who know me as she help me with my problems. Hai! i do admit again that i dont really know what my interest are, so very hard to talk to me to help me. Actually now i just go with the flow and i did think of what am i going to do for rest of my life. But Pei ling don't want me to waste my time doing nothing as i understood what she told me. Pei ling wants me to do something meaningful in future for career. But her plans for me is something i never taught off at the moment.
May God lead me and guide me to do things that please Him and what He wants me to do for His kingdom to glorify Him.

Wow this year lots of friends wishes me in my birthday.
New friends in church and people whom i know and haven been contacted for quite sometime. Now using this time to follow up with them on how they are doing.
My sms already burst by now, but i still have prepaid card to survive.
Every wishes to me are already a gift from you to me and i'm happy and contented to have you guys around to be part of my life. Without you guys the puzzle won't be beautiful. Yeap! i take you guys like puzzles being fit in and become a wonderful picture.

Thanks for everything and sharing this happy occasions with me.

May the Lord Bless you all. ;)

On Wednesday Amos celebrated my birthday at PS.
Actually we wanted to watch Iron man.. but was fully booked. Sian!
I had a wonderful chat with him as i don't really know him that well.
I know him in SYFC...

Yesterday went Kota Tingi Malaysia for church picnic. The place seems like Kampong to me once i reached there. Everything were made by woods and there's swimming pool as the pool was quite erm.. dirty with dead flying insects. Don't really dare to open my mouth as i swim.
Oh you can even catch fish in the shallow lake. The water looks clean and clear.
Few of our brothers and sisters went down to the lake happily to catch fish and most of them did caught small fishes in the lake. They were excited and happy to share the story with one another on what they did in the lake.

The weather was very hot in Kota Tingi, i felt my skin was burning.
Thanks Wei Wu and Yu'an for the water games to makes us wet.
The first water game our fingers were suffering in pain la and my right thumb was cramp and injured as i used a little strength to cover the holes on bottle so the water would not leak as the rest of our team members try to fill up the water in the bottle. I couldn't take it as my thumb was in great pain and i couldn't just let go of my fingers and give up the game within my team mates. But I'm the first to shout to check the water level in the bottle since there's no water left in the bucket to fill the bottles. Once i shouted "Huwwaaaa.. my fingers very pain!" then the rest shouted the same thing too.. quite funny hahaha. Trixie or Theresa one of them did massage my thumb.
The second water game is to use water bags to throw each group where 3 people were chosen and put a piece of paper on your chest or stomach. The rest of your team mate is to protect the 3 person who were chosen, to keep your papers dry and than you win the game. But being hit by the water bags quite painful, Jerry said he was hit at the mouth area. Ouch!
Thank God, nobody was injured during the games. I also scared people will fight and quarrel among each other during or after the bombing game. Because last time SYFC programmes during the water games the people quarrel and fought each other. But they were non-believers. Scary!

After the water bomb games it reminded me as how people were stoned in the olden days as mention in the Bible. Bleed for sure..


The Church brothers, sisters and friends celebrated my 21st birthday too. I was rather surprised because i forgotten my birthday after the exciting bombing games. So while we were resting at the canteen waiting for tea breaks ready to be served, I was talking to Jia ming. I saw Yu'an holding a cake, starting i thought.. " yay! lets celebrate together in this happy occasions as we in Malaysia today."

Suddenly Yu'an walked towards me and my second thought was.. " Hey since celebrated this happy occasion in Malaysia with Church memebers, why don't put the cake in the middle of the table so everybody can see?"

Later as Yu'an walked closer to the table where i was sitting, i stared at her for few seconds than i realised.. "Oh! My Birthday!" What a pleasant surprised... -_-!
OK! You may laugh at me as i was quite slow and couldn't figure out whats going on with the cake in Yu'an's hand.

I was quite happy to celebrate my birthday with my beloved church memebers and friends in Malaysia. Rather special.. Thanks guys!

Wei Wu and Yu'an did well for games. Hmm.. first time got to see Yu'an hosting for games and is in chinese lo. Well done sister! :) And first time to see Wei Wu hosting in games too.

Yup have a wonderful time together with people in church at Kota Tingi. Indeed! our relationships with one another gets closer and better.

All glory to God in the Highest!