Thanks For The Treat!!

Had a treat from Dionne. :D
Felt weird to have a 20 years old girl treating me for a meal.
Her reason, seldom meet up, so once in awhile it's ok.
Die die want to treat me as i die die wanted to treat her. -.-

Ate Sakae sushi at compass.
Both of us likes to eat almost the same kind of food too.
(Dionne realised it while we were eating)
I've bomb 1 and a half day of her work salary when i saw the bill.
My turn to treat her soon and I've already plan on the place to eat.

Quite surprised about dionne as she used to join choir from pri 1 to 6.
No wonder she can sing well. Got to know other things from her as i'm very surprise compared to her look and the activity she usually do.

Both of us dig out our sadness that we don't feel like talking about. Sour!
It was fun anyway, keep talking and talking everytime we meet.
So long never have this 'non-stop chat' with a friend. :D

Hmm thank my friends for smsing and to give me a call weekly nowadays.
And also call me out without fail though i turn u guys down time and a time again. Sorry!

Today Spring cleaning in school. Man my nails are painful as i need to scratch out the scotch tape. (took down all the charts in the class)
From morning till afternoon keep blasting hokkien songs.
I only know a few songs...
But we had fun. Had a heavy lunch too treated by Christine (Farewell Treat)
Will miss her!!!

Blessed Christmas to all.

In my busiest time, thank God that everything was done smoothly.
Thank God for giving me the strength to sustain each day.

Been sleeping on the bus. Even if i stand, will still doze off and sleep. gaaa

I'm happy to hang out with my friends again with some free hours I have.
Even if i'm tired, will still want to hangout with them.

Had a great time just now with Mei Ling, James, Wen Jun's Gf, Wen Jun and Jonathan.
Kept laughing like mad. It was fun! X)
We ate Swensens too... So nice and tasty.

Photos time...







Next week, my days will be burned. Wil reach home like 10pm plus.
That's all for now. Tired and Nights!

While i was about to go to sleep after watching this taiwan drama series, i kept crying on my bed with my struggles that i've been trying not to think of... gaa~
I donno why that taiwan drama show can link to my memories that i'm troubled in.
I tried very hard to stop my tears from flowing, but just can't control myself but to allow myself to cry.
This morning when i go to church, i have a slight swollen eyes.
Si min did asked me why i look so red when she sat beside me during worship service.
I think maybe becoz of my eyes ba... becoz it is kinda reddish. -.-!
Anyway, feeling much better after crying.

Ayaka - Okaeri (おかえり)

Okaeri sweet home
Kaeru bashou yeah
Ai wo arigatou

Mata heiki no furi wo shite
Kanashimi no iro wo nuritsubushite
Waratte shimaun desu
Shinjiru koto no taisetsusa
Wakatteru no ni iza to iu toki
Utagatte shimau yeah

Karappo no karada
Nagareru toki ni
Fuiteshimaisou ni naru kedo
Anata no koto dakishimetai
Kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no

Okaeri I’m home
Hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro
Okaeri sweet home
Kaeru bashou yeah
Ai wo arigatou
Sweet home

Jibun no koto bakkari wo
Kangaeru otona wa zuruin da to
Omotteitan desu
Demo hisshi ni kaeru koto wo
Sakenderu hito mo iru’n da
Yatto shitta’n desu

Atarimae no shiawase nanka
Kono sekai ni hitotsu mo nai
Anata no tame, sou omoeta
Kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no

Okaeri I’m home
Supiido ga kasokushiteku mainichi
Okaeri sweet home
Kawaranai zutto aru keshiki
Sweet home

Sagashite nakushita
Kokoro no kizu ga
Tachimukau tsuyosa ni kawareta no wa
“okaeri” ga atta kara

Okaeri I´m home
Hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro
Okaeri sweet home
Kaeru bashou yeah
Ai wo arigatou

Okaeri I’m home
Daijoubu anata ga iru kara
Okaeri sweet home
Mattete ne mou sugu tsuku kara
Sweet home
Oh yeah
Okaeri…sweet home

Why you placed your hand a few seconds on my face giving me a sad face when i was about to leave? Even need a valid reason for your approval allowing me to leave.
I've stayed there for 4 hours plus and yet you told me that it was fast for me to leave.
Your friends stayed less than 4 hours, you didn't say much to let them go without a reason.

To be frank, when that time we started playing and hitting each other, the feeling was great like the past we used to have.

In the first place, I've decided to leave you is because you were the first who neglected me.
So i quickly plan to leave you incase my emotions got worst in regards to our relationship.
Because of that, if those shows that I've watched, and songs that i have listen to are related to friendship, relationship and separation. Naturally, I will feel sad or sour. Worst! crying over it...

If one of my friend and her close friend's relationship got sour, I will try to help my friend to restore back a little of their relationships. Sometimes, I even help without them knowing that I'm pulling them back together.

I've learnt a lot from this incident.
To prevent by awareness to maintain the relationship if possible with the current friends I have.

Really bullshit if somebody ask you to forget the memories.
Naturally you will never forget even if you try to erase. But it does go blurry sometimes.
That perticular person have already painted a little colours in your life.
Colours that always shines in you that you cant forget.
Only thing to do is just try not to think about your past, or possible, find a better person that can be replaced and pour out greater colours.
So you won't feel sad if you get to think about your past again.
Unless the person really hurt you deeply.

Inner me... with thanks.

Despite of work and studies making me busier each day, i've learn to organise my time and priority.
Me, being independent always throughout the year, really want to thank the Lord for giving me the encouragement, strength, wisdom and awareness in certain situation happen.
Jehovah Jireh, providing the best to what i need and Jehovah Rapha, who healed me quickly when I'm sick. Learning to rely on Christ always in any situation whether if it's good or bad, happy or sad, troubled at times and even problems I've encounter. He will be the one i will go to, and cast all my burdens to Him.
For me being independent, I'm not alone.
I have the Lord watching over me.
He is there always and not silent.

HaPpY 20th BiRtHdAy Imouto and James Tan!!!

Went to Pasir Ris Beach yesterday for fun and picnic with the children.
The weather wasn't fine at all.
Rain and shine, rain and shine till it rains heavily at the end.


It was windy till the rain actually got us when the children having a picnic at a shethered place.
Everybody was dreached of course.


Thank goodness, i did bring my clothing to change.
But then, i still caught a cold just now in the afternoon.

Missed my bible study again. Stay at home to rest.

At the picnic, i had a great time, we played the monster game at the maze.
Cindy will be the monster, and me will guide the children to run in the maze.
I will do sound effect to make the game exciting and fun.
The kids really run like mad with me while Cindy will try to catch the children.
Play until all of us sweat like mad too.









See! we were trying hard to block the rain from coming in.




Dreached Bryna..

Amazing voice

Check it out!
Charisse, a 17 years old girl from Philippine.
Her vocal is so good.

http://piperoo.multiply.com/video/item/23/Charisse_Pempengco_duet_with_Celin

Wow! so long never update my blog.
So lazy and busy to blog.
Anyway, will type a short summary on what I've been doing for the past few weeks.

I had my O level English oral exam on the 28 of Auguest(friday)
Thank God! My oral exam was ok. But sadly, I missed my Teachers Day Celebration too at the childcare.
Before that, Siti(my colleague) kept nagging and asking me to join the celebration.
But exams are more important than celebrations. So, i better give up joining.

On 29 August Saturday, I went to have my Teachers Day Dinner at Carousel 5 star restaurant.
My boss treated all the teachers. One person will cost you about $75. Gosh!

I'm getting busier each month. Need to put in a lot of time and effort to study.
I also need to consider an important issue whether i should stop my work in childcare and to help out in church. (So i have more time to study my O level and to learn, handle many other things there.)

Up coming activity...
21 September (monday)
Toddler Ministry, going for a picnic at the Botanical Garden.
There will be songs, sharing, Games and FOOD!!! KAHA! X)

That's all for now... Oyasumi!

Yay! sold out my Window Vista Premium CD. At Last! :)

Went out with Marcus after that...
Because need to go East Coast Park to help him checkout an item.
Kinda like treasure hunt as we need to find that perticular item. Gaa...

Next stop, to Simei.
Went into the arcard to play.
Yesha! Me and Marcus got to play Daytona for free.
We even played 3 times then no more free already.
Starting, i thought a kid play halfway and ran away.
So i took over and continue the race.
As the game ended, suddenly the game call me to select a stage to race again. Without me putting in the coins to play.
Then i thought the kid's dad must have put in extra credits into the machine for his kid to play.
But then, i realize that the other Daytona machine also have 3 free credits to play.
So i quickly call Marcus to join me in the race.
Oh ya i saw Oliva too... so funny.
We stared at each other for super long. Because donno was it the right person or not.
Then i suddenly took the initiative to smile and said "Hi!" to him. He waved and smile too.
So long didn't get to see each other since sec 4. He quite slim and tall now.

It's time to blog... :)

On Friday midnight, I've vomited 3 times. Terrible day..
Shouldn't have drank Pomegranate & mangosteen mix juice while i'm hungry.
My stomach couldn't take it..
As i'm still awake, guess every few minutes later i will want to vomit.
After the second time i vomited, i quickly went to bed and sleep.
About 4am, i woke up and have this feeling of throwing out again.
Before i went to bed and sleep, i actually put a potty beside my bed. Just incase i couldn't reach the toilet on time.
So on the bed, I got ready to turn my body and aim the potty where it was position at to vomit.
When I turn my body, immediately i throw out the liquid that accumulated in my stomach.
It was horrible, because it came out a little from my nostrill too.
My mum taught me when i was young, to eat some biscults and drink a cup of warm milk if i vomited.
Will feel much better after that.
And it did work for me as i made my own milo and took 3 biscults to eat.
Guess i was hungry...

Thank God, i'm able to sing in the choir on Friday evening.
Sang 'Jubilate Deo' and 'Battle Hymn of the Republic' for our church National Songs of Praise.

Saturday, went to Marina Barrage 7th Storey Restaurant to celebrate Ah Ma's 74th birthday.
I had a great time with my family, relatives and cousins there.
Very hot, hardly open my eyes. @_@

Today in church, the choir didn't sing well for the song 'An Expression of Gratitude.'
But we sang slightly better for the song 'Battle Hymn of the Republic' this time.
I've learnt two wonderful lessons and once again.. being reminded from aunty Betty Kuan and Will's testmonies shared in church this morning.
Firstly, no matter how much time and effort you put into practise and preparation on different roles for sunday worship,we practise hard,so that we can give our best to The Lord. Not because to earn praises or credit for ourselves.
Secondly, don't think that you are the best out of everybody serving in church. Because, it ended up serving yourself and not to God.


Please note that...
- Gifts, given from God to you, is to serve Him and His people. Is not for you to boast about or what you can do or good at. Not even for you to despise and to look down on bros and sis, who don't have the gift like you do.

After the testimonies, lots of thoughts flows through in my mind.
It really question me as a choir member.

Went many places on saturday.

In the morning about 10am, i was with my mum at Ang Mo Kio. Settle some stuff...

After that, i went to stone at J8 Bishan,
To Waste my time and to buy Harry Potter Tickets.

1:30pm, toddlers meeting in church.

4:30pm, went back to Bishan to meet James, Imouto and Mei ling to watch movie.

8:15pm, met Brian and Maggie to stone and shop together at Bugis Juntion till 9:45pm.
(Waiting for Yuki to end her work. )

At last, can have our dinner+supper together with Yuki. We ate steamboat...
Me and Yuki kept disturbing Brian.. So funny!
It was fun, kept talking and laughing like crazy.
Thanks Yuki for treating 3 of us. :)

Two things to thank God for...
Today, Xiao Lan accepted the Lord. YAY!

At Chinatown with Mei ling and Imouto to buy scarfs for the choir members who are participating in the National Songs of Praise this friday.
Thank God, in the end through prayer, we manage to buy 16 scarfs.
At that point when we are stuck, God actually open up a way and provide our needs.
I'm really greatful for what God has done for us today.

Been very exhausted this week
Firstly was because my menses coming, that is why I'm tired. And additional to work load, made it even worst.
Lotsa blue blacks again, both on my legs and right hand.
Guess i really sacrifice a lot to work sometimes.
As in like don't even care about my body condition like how tired and painful i am, just do whatever i can to the best.
Really over do it to harm my body too.

Today, my right middle finger went numb as i bathe for the kids. I wonder why..
At first, I kept rushing to bathe for the kids yet don't even realize my middle finger was numb.
Only after i slow down to bathe for the kids.

Today my worst day at work. Never ever work until that crazy before.
I work non-stop especially in the afternoon.
Mdm Tay took half day leave today, so i the only helper who is quite experience to do certain things plus teacher's work.
If Mdm Tay is around, me and her will spilt and co-operate to do things together.
Less work and don't really need to waste much energy.
I don't expect much from Jeany as she only come to work for the fifth day only.
And Vivi, don't really know what N1 helpers do in class.
In the end, might as will do everything while i let the teachers to take care of the children in the class.
Haiqel kept following me and cry while i do things. Because he never really sleep enough during nap time.

Cindy (supervisor) saw me haven throw pampers that i left it on the toilet floor.
So she shouted " SHANDY!! You haven throw something away in the toilet le... "
I shouted and said " Yeah! I know, now clearing my task in whatever i need to do one by one." Then Cindy laughed very loud and said " I think Shandy gonna go crazy..." and laugh again.
I replied and said " YA MAN!!!" XD

Too bad the national day concert Jeany cannot come. She needs to work on friday.
I'm taking half day leave on that day as I'm singing in the choir.

This morning, went to Ps to shop with a friend.
As she wanted to buy a present for her friend.

After that, went to church for choi practise.

Then went to Mei ling's house to bring Shan for a check up on his skin problem.
The cause of the skin problem(fungals) is due to the hot weather.
So the doctor advise me to bath Shan 2 or 3 times a week.
(Btw the doctor told me that his dog bath everyday. It's not a problem actually.)
Another option is to cut his fur shorter or even shave botak. :(

Shan needs to take and apply medicine daily for few weeks now.
Medication for itch, antibotic and etc... can't remember.

At the bus stop on my way home, i saw Pei ling (My SYFC leader) and the husband Eric and her son. Man the son can walk now. So cute!
Been MIA for nearly a year now.. Doreen, Benjamin, Cai ping and Jane have been asking when i will be back to yfc? My answer was about a year more ba... since next year will study O level again.

Was stoning and kept rubbing my face as i was tired today.

This morning went to pasir ris for picnic sharing.
So tired taking care of my two sons, Haiqel and Jerrard.
I need to keep watch of Haiqel as he is the youngest toddler among the children.
Waste lots of my energy and sweat to entertain the children at the playground.
Anyway, I took a picture with my son Haiqel. But he doesnt really look like me le..
I even had a wonderful time with my other son Jerrard. Today on the shuttle bus, he sat on my lap and hug my left hand like a bolster to sleep. :)

At the farrer park station, i saw Melissa. My Ite basketball team mate.
She was sitted down near the ezi link topping up machine.
So i took the opportunity to update her.
Melissa was waiting for her cell group bros and sis.
I even invited her by passing the card on the 7 Auguest National Day Concert.
Hope she can come...

Imouto i have a song for you too..

No matter what you do, I will always try to love you.

Even if i'm mad at you, will still try my best to love you.

Because to me, you are worth keeping, cherish and to treasure. :)

From the Love of God, I will love you.

Aslyn - That's When I Love You.

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNDupepMg7c&NR=1
Can use this song next time if you have a bf too. haha! X)

Today' work was so chaotic.
The children made me mad and I sweat like mad while i'm bathing the children.
I was so busy this afternoon during my break time too.
I'm busy with writing and sorting out some stuff for the coming parents meeting on the 25th. (I no need to be there as i'm still a part-time worker. If only shortage of workers, then probably need me to help out.)
There's a new teacher by the name of Jeany, trying out in school for few hours just now. A very nice lady to talk to. :)

Yesterday night celebrated my cuzzie's 20th birthday at Popeyes.
It was fun when Venu (ok i dont really know how to spell her name) was around.
Talk about the experiences Venu and her friend(oh man! forgot her name) had encounter was super funny.
Laughed until i hardly breathe and my heart felt squashed.
Really Very Funny! LOL

Awful week for me. I am disturbed in many things.
Alot of things happen recently..
Not just at work, but people around me as well.

On Monday, I helped Dionne abit by rephrasing what she had written in her summary writting.
Tuesday, Dionne helped me to figure out a maths question.

At work..
Ernest bit Quraisyah's face. Her face was badly injuried.
(Quraisyah, a new kid in our childcare centre)
I felt very bad about it is because the situation happened just right beside me while i'm feeding Trisha.
(Should have watched over Ernest since he has been acting abnormally for the past few days. Probably due to family problems at home?)

On Wednesday, Ming Ming's mum told the teachers that one of his pants(uniform) was lost.
So the teachers try to find out which kid in our class wore his pants.
At first, we suspected Trisha, since Trisha and Ming Ming always go to the toilet together. So the pants might be switched between both of them.
On Thursday, as i wrote the names on every children's uniform, i found Ka yan wearing Ming Ming's pants.
After bath, Cindy(supervisor) took the pants that doesn't belong to Ka yan back to the owner. So that means Ka yan will short of a pants to bring home to wash.
I forgot to inform the maid about it too.
Just nice, a handkerchief was misplaced in Ka yan's bag as well. The handkerchief actually belong's to Rachel, but Cindy found in on the floor. Thought that it was Ka yan's since she didn't bring her handkerchief to wipe her face after nap.

On Friday, as I was slightly late for work, and a lot of things waiting for me to do.
My colleagues Bhajah and Christine kept bombarding me with the belonging problems and other stuff while i'm busy. In the end, I suddenly burst out in anger early in the morning as i'm still feeling quite tired. But i didn't said anything harshly towards my colleagues as I need to respect them. I'm the youngest among them plus, my working experiences only for a few months compared to 10 over years.

Just nice, Cindy came in and sort out the problems. So, everything was solved.

People.. life and death
MJ Passed away on monday due to cordiac attacks.
Vincent passed away on thursday night at the hospital.
(Vincent's neck was kicked by the opponent during teakwondo competiton.)
Mdm Tay's mother(80+) had a stroke and was admitted to the hospital.
Qaisara and Jafon, childcare kids were hospitalize too.
Qaisara, had lung infection. She kept coughing, the mum still fed her cold drinks sometimes.
Jafon, had a stomachache...

Went to Vincent's Funeral..
Most of the childhood friends came. There are 8 of them including Vincent.
Lennatte, Jeremy, Wei Xiang, Mei Bao, Wen Jun, Nejita(ok donno how to spell her name), Vincent and her younger sis Vivian.
Now left with 7 of them, and Vincent won't be replaced by any other friends.
That's what Lenatte said and Jeremy agreed with her.
Before that, the 6 (excluded Wei xiang, will come later for the wake due to work) sat in a circle and joke that to get a replacement in Vincent's place. So that the number 8 will still be alive.
As i heard it, i knew that there won't be another person could ever replace Vincent. They will always place him in their hearts, the 8 of them as childhood friends.

Vincent was a filial boy. He took care of his dad(who had passed away last year) and even work part time to sustain the family fiancially after the dad passed away.
He even told the mum that he dont want to get married. But to help to bring up the family. There are more about him in the newspaper.
Oh ya.. Ow Mei Poh's name was mention in one of the newspaper article too.

A question mark, whether Vincent is save by accepting the Lord Jesus Christ...
Probably he was saved last month. Jeremy brought Vincent to the evangelistic rally at City Harvest Church. And Vincent heard the gospel and told Jeremy that he dont like holding joss sticks, burning incense paper and stuff. So he accepted the Lord.
But the main problems are..
Does Vincent really believe or know who the Lord is?
And knowing that he is a sinner?
Accepted the Lord just mainly becoz he don't want to follow what Buddhism does?
Or probably in his heart, he knows and was sure to follow Jesus Christ.

But one thing we know for sure is that God elects his own people into his kingdom.
Jeremy told us that he have faith, to be happy about and sure that Vincent will be going to heaven.

Anyway, quite relieved and happy to hear the good news from Jeremy.
Pray that will have the opportunity to share the gospel to the rest of the childhood friends who yet to know Him.

I'm back from Penang yesterday afternoon.
A fruitful trip for me.
I am happy and encouraged by sis Xia Rong's testimony. Her testimony really touch my heart. Donno why...
Felt anxious and kept praying for her in my heart that her testimony will go well.

Her serving attitude was good.
Humble, careful in every details, and focus.
A small little role... to click the slides for pastor Lai as he teachers the word of God on the pulpit.
She listen carefully and look at Pastor Lai closely to know when to change the slides.
Should say, She did a very good job. I am happy for her.

In Penang, went to the historical site in Fort Cornwallis 1786. Entry fee was only Rm3.00 dollars. The founder of Penang was Francis Light. The place was originally built for the Royal artillery, the military of defense. Yet the fort had never been engaged in any battle.
Ya that was all i could remember.

In Tracy Lao Shi's car as she drove few of us to few places.
Tracy Lao Shi asked each one of us to pray for an item.
Congregations, pastor , interpreter (Wei Wu) and choir or safety.
In the end of service, Wei wu even led us in thanks giving prayer in the car as we were on our way back to the apartment to rest.

Misses the apartment that we had stayed in Penang. Especially the comfortable bed and good food. :D

While i was in Penang, i thought of Nicole.
I am contented to have a friend like her.
She's the only close friend whom we really pray alot together.
Even if we are having a meal together outside, one of us will lead in prayer before we start eating.
When i slept over in her house, we will pray together before we sleep.
Sometimes, we will sms each other, to see whether there's any prayer request to pray for. Her love of going to church has inspired me to do like wise.
Go for prayer meeting even though not many youths attending.
Always cheer and to be happy that sunday she's going to church.

random post.. but i gtg sleep now... tired. nights

David Archuleta

A Little Too Not Over You lyrics

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you


Man! why you so hard to forget compared to my bfs..
Should know this song earlier, so can shout it out loud.
But not anymore now... :)

My bestie

Lai Yu'an aka Imouto(妹)

I'm quite surprised that my current bestie and only bestie is from the church that i'm in now. Always thought that i will not get a close friend in church.
Guess if i have choosen to stay in my old church, i wouldnt have her as my bestfriend.

Last time, I always thought that I couldnt relate to Yu'an except Mei ling.
Because in church they like always stick together.
When i know that Yu'an has decided to join the YAF after graduated from YPF, I was quite worried that maybe not many bro and sis can relate or to talk to her since she's quite introvert.
The first few times in YAF, I did try to talk to her, keeping her company.
That time, my relationship with her is just normal.

We slowly got very close to each other is through msn.
We talked about an issue till slowly got to open up with one another.
On April 2007 i think...
That was the time we quite close to each other already.

Don't dare to think that Yu'an will be my bestie for life.
But then, i just want to tell you that, " I do appreciate you for being my bestie."
In few years time...
I don't know we will still be that close or not.
But then, no matter what happen to us, let us continue to WALK in the Lord. To GROW in Him and to SERVE Him and His PEOPLE.
Put our FAITH and TRUST in the Lord till we leave the world. :D smile!

Wow! quite long never come here to blog already.
Feel like blogging sometimes yet lazy.
Today, i went to Tampinese mall to shop.
After that, went to Mei ling's house to clean the cage and to bath shan-chan.
Wahaha that was all i did today.

On wednesday and thursday, i was physically exhausted to the extend like my bones able to break apart anytime. When i'm helping to change the clothing for the children. Man! my hands were like rocks that heavy and tired.

Thursday choir practise was good. Learning to sing in dynamics, accent, crescendo and many more... Quite fun and happy.

Friday, went to Biqing 老师's house for small group gathering.
Me, Mei ling, James, Tania, Jiaming, Biqing Lao shi and Shiao hong sat around the table chit chatting and eating at the same time. It was fun...

Caden flying to USA on tuesday. Temporary withdraw for 2 years. Goodness!
Dont know whether I still working in Jude childcare if he comes back.

On Monday, A group of brothers and sisters flying to northen thailand for mission trip. So exciting... as they gonna teach bible study in different age groups.
Will pray for you guys. Enjoy serving the Lord yeah???

Next coming activities in June,
If i got nothing to do on 27 june(sat), will celebrate my goody friend's birthday at Escape Theme Park with her God bro, Bestie friend and me.
Kinda look forward to go out with them again.

Yesterday night as i was on my way home.
I suddenly remember once Qiu Lian told me,
"If I'm the first to die, I will come in spirit to find you. Becoz you are my best friend ever. Both of us always do things together, and i always lookout for you in times of trouble and sadness." etc.. (couldn't remember)
She look serious when she told me that.
My replied was, "EEE.. scary!"
But then again i added and say "If u come, pls write a note. So i know you come and find me. If you gonna appear in front of me, pls dont give me a scary or bloody look."
I said it with a contented smile on my face.
It also proven that our relationships were so close to one another.

At sentosa when me and Qiu lian left in the sea.
(i donno where were my friends at that time)
Qiu Lian suddenly hug me tightly, like koala bear. Putting her head on my shoulder without saying any single word. So i just carry her like a baby walking about here and there at the sea for few minutes.

I chose to leave Qiu Lian it's becoz our relationships were getting worst as she was attached with her first bf in school. The conversation we had was always about her bf and nothing else. Things we usually do were getting bored or rather less too.
Although i manage to step back slowly, loosen our relationships by not hanging out often and even less talk on the phone, but it hurts inside.

I tell myself that even if i have a bf, my friends will come first. Becoz in the end, my friends will stand by me if i break up with my bf.
The conversation with my friends wont be about my bf too.

I have another 'used to be' bestie.. But nothing much to say here.
I only stay overnight at her house sometimes before i go to church the next morning.
Always go to her house when i'm free or to shop around with her. Ever since she's always so free and bored that time, i will take my time to be with her. Talk on the phone every night too. I have a bf that time, I even told her btw.. but i succeeded not talking about my bf when i'm with her. And will choose to go out with her rather than my bf sometimes if both me and her are free.

But anyway, sometimes i think that my relationship with Qiulian is hard to describe. Too close to each other till a minor accident on me as i got a knock on my head by someone's hand bag, Qiu Lian got very angry. This lady, she walk passed me without noticing my head was there. So the handbag just hit my head. Qiu lian quickly lift my head up and rubbed the part i was hit. She even stare at the lady angrily.

Went hiking today at Mount Faber with Imouto, Shu wei, Tania and My cousin Mei ling.
Totally me today...
Me and Mei ling went High man... KAHAA!
I prefer outdoor activities like hiking and sports than to shop all the time.

Really free my mind...
Never think of homework and work. Relax!!!

After that went to Imouto's house with Mei ling.
We made birthday cards, and i'm there enjoying Mei ling, Shi Mu and Imouto's singing few choir songs.

Before me and Meiling going home,
Played swing with Meiling at a nearby playground before Imouto drove us to the bus stop.

On friday, i'm surprised to see one of the SYFC's friend on the train as i was heading to church. Today at the bus stop, i saw Percilia. Man! so happy to see her.
Have a good chat with her on the bus too.
Just got to know that she has japanese cousins in japan. Now currently working as a translator in Japan too.

KiDos!!!

kidos!!

Jerrard magnatic kid aka my son. Every morning, he always stick to me until he goes home around 12pm plus. Wasted alot of my energy on him every morning. My colleagues all cannot tahan him as well. The strength he has when struggling with me or with other teachers. Man strong la...
If he naughty, i will carry him and put him with another teacher to takecare. That is the time he will struggle very hard becoz he wants me.
I hardly do anything with him around too. Becoz he will hold my pants or even both of my legs if i wanna walk somewhere to do something. Wherever i walk, he will follow. If not will cry....
There was a time the mother sent him to the childcare. Once Jerrard saw me, he quickly hug me like i'm the mother. And there was a time the grandfather gonna bring him home. But he kept crying, wanting me to carry when i gave him to the grandfather. Jerrard only close to his grandma...always happy to see his grandma coming to fetch him home.
If i get to bring this kid out, you will get to see how close this kid is with me.


1 more week, Caden Chen is flying off to USA for 2 years. Becoz his father gonna work there. Actually, Caden was born in America too.

Quite happy today as i kept laughing at Dionne in the way she talks.

She sat beside me in class today.
Because Candy never come for the maths lesson.

Think of Qiu lian again? Yeap again...
But this time round, i'm not sad at all since i've already chose to let go of my past with her. Memories will not be forgotten but i'm rather thankful for the memories i had with her. Yeap!!

Just now during the maths class,
2 of our malay friends never bring graph paper.
So Dionne and me were kind enough to give each of them a piece of graph paper.
But then, one of the girl didn't say "Thank You!"
So Dionne reacted immediately and tell me "Eh! She never say Thank You le.."
I'm like "Gosh!" as she said that in front of the malay girl. So pai seh man...
But i do agree with Dionne as we were nice and kind enough to provide you a piece of graph paper, but then she just take the paper without saying a single word. Kinda rude, no manners too.

I'm a person who look at people's manners. No matter how poor, ugly or lousy you are, i wont look down on you. Except your manners cannot make it.

Dionne was pissed and kept making fun/attacking her by saying nonsence in chinese.
But i kept laughing, so funny.

Actually if i gonna think of how silmilar Dionne and Qiu lian are, 80-85% characteristic are alike. How i treat or say to Qiu lian can be use at Dionne. Their reaction will be almost the same. So with Dionne is like with Qiu lian kinda feeling.

Actaully i'm quite thankful to few of my night classes friends this week.

Cherry - My buddy sitter.
Farah - Understanding and caring friend
Revethi- My talking friend.
Dionne - Funny yet serious sometimes.

Thanks for your care and concern this week...

Thanks for:
Cherry - care and concern for my sickness this few days.
(I felt like a little gal when u said "Good Girl" i'm older than u le. haha)
Farah - asking few friends to walk me to the Mrt station when i was sick.
Revethi- sharing your food when i was hungry ahaha.. I ate up your fries.
Dionne - Thanks huh.. for wanting to send me home and yet never. I doubt you will do that too. But you definitely look serious when you said that to me. scary.

Arh.. not forgetting church friends
Imouto - gargle with hot water for my throat ahaha. Care and concern as well.
Shiao Hui Mei Mei - Care and concern for my sickness and encouragement plus support
Hong Hong - Care and Concern for my sickness.

This week kind of busy with work.

Quite disappointed with my performance at work on friday.
Slightly blur that day, and even made a few mistakes.
I do grade myself sometimes on 'how well i am doing at work?' after the day.
Even if i dont do it very well, i will just take it as a training to improve myself.
Trying my best not to make the same mistake again.

Saturday, thank Imouto for teaching me how to write sammury writing in church.
After that i went to my grandma's house to visit my relatives and cousins.

Today, went out with James, Mei lng and Imouto after church to Ps.
Seldom really shop with them for so long in Ps it think.
It was fun anyway.... :)

I'm serving at the toddler's class today.
Hai, i still prefer sitting in with the congregation to worship the Lord together.
I missed my sermon today and didnt have the time to listen to the recording.
If i'm able to listen to the recording in church, i will be listening alone as Liting Jie need to rush off for lunch gathering with her friends.

I'm so happy to see our little children's growth in toddler's class today especially Dominic (Yu Han). From a kid who don't really respond to what you say and will always cry to a kid who is obedient and will talk to us teachers when we ask him questions. So happy for him.
Also happy that i can get along with Qi xin as she don't get along with unfamiliar people.

Surprisingly, I'm quite awake today.
Maybe becoz i nv ate too full for my lunch in church.
No time to eat as i need to prepare myself for the EGM.
I thought that i will fall asleep during meeting yet never.

Went to bishan with Imouto. :D
We went to the popular to buy some stuff and ended up at level 4 watching something like best, pretty or whatever mummy contest. Saw few actors and singers too...
After that went to Imouto's house to do friendship band.
Man! quite bad at it.

Then went out for dinner with Pastor Lai's family at a Thai restaurant.
The food was nice..
Just now, I swallowed few slices of onion with root beer together.
When i swallow it down, Man! it was hot at the throat.

Ok now my Chou Shi..
After our dinner, Shi mu drove me to the 156 bus stop.
I was prepared to say "Maranata.
But then when i got down the car, guess what? I said "MANARATA!".
Gaaa... The word just came out from my mouth and it was wrong.
That time when i said "Manarata", i was about to close the car door already,
Din't really bother to open the car door to correct myself.
Anyway, i walk away quickly to the bus stop feeling pai seh and felt like laughing at myself -_-!

Nvm.. already not the first time i'm having this problem.
Sometimes when i wanna pronounce certain words i know also like that. My tongue like twisted suddenly, cannot speak out the words correctly.
Guess the family have a good laugh in the end.
Not bad after all, can keep themselves happy awhile. Hee!:)

Went out with my good friend today to celebrate my 22nd belated birthday.
Sometimes, i will share abit of my money on my good friends as we go out enjoy together.
But this time round my good friend's turn to spent abit of money on me. Kahaha..
But then i think my good friend spent too much money on me today.
I got a donut and Stitch soft toy as birthday prez.
A yellow shirt for 7 dollars, pay for me asking me to save money.

Samuel and Kevin is having a promotion for selected clothing only.
A polo shirt that i like only sell it for 12 dollars.
I didnt buy the polo shirt it's becoz i have a similar one.
Bought a black top at bugis street too. :)

Kinda rare to celebrate my birthday this way by paying abit for what i wanted to buy. :D

Anyway i gtg, tml need to wake up early to help out in toddlers class.
Shall hug my Stitch and sleep.

I'm so lazy to blog..

I have alot of things to type here.
But then, I COULDN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING! Gosh!
Shall blog randomly..

Quite busy in childcare this week.
Taking care of Shuan and Jerrard.
Jerrard keep sticking to me this few days.
He even have the strength to struggle with me, wanting me to carry him.
Always don't let me go by hugging my legs if i carry him down on the ground.
Intro...
Jerrard Yan, only 2 years old.
A active kid in my class too.
He still don't really know how to talk properly.
He only know how to baby talk. Kinda cute!

I'm sensative when a person's face go near my neck.
As in sometimes when i carry a sleeping kid, they will place their face near my neck.
I will have this ticklish feeling.
Eunice hugged me this morning as she scared the sound of thunder. She kept putting her face near my neck. Man! quite ticklish.

Been smsing and msning with my old friends. Quite happy!
Trying to get the chance to go out with them too.

Anyway, although i'm in a busy life right now. I'm quite contented learning how to balance each different areas i'm doing each week. :)

YAY! yesterday was my birthday.
Thanks to all my Friends, for birthday wishes of blessings and presents.
I'm quite happy with my 22nd birthday as i celebrated 4 times this year.
I celebrated on:
Thursday -At the childcare centre.
Friday - With a friend at tampines area.
Saturday - At my Uncle's house. My auntie baked mango cake for me. :D
Sunday- With Mei ling, Imouto and James at bugis.

Thank bro, auntie and ah ma for the red packet.

Who was the first to wish me Happy Birthday? Imouto!!!
Too many friends wishes me, so nv list out all their names.

Thank sister Rene for your care and concern prayer.


Presents...

Tania's

2 Manju, Traditional Japanese Dessert

Imouto's

Will wear it everyday on my wrist... :) Nice!


Pink file from Sister Rene and a notebook from Amos. (use his money to buy)
Bought a pair of earring using Amos money too.

So long didn't have the chance to go out with Jasmine Tan.

Since i took a day off on Tuesday, in the afternoon i accompanied Jasmine Tan to Woodland's area clinic nearby the library for her check up. She kept scolding vulgarities as usual when i met her. She kept disturbing, talking nonsense with the nurses there. Buay Tahan!
When she gonna have her blood test, she kept screaming too.

After the check up, i followed Jasmine to her workplace as she work in the childcare centre too. Just stand outside the childcare awhile to see few children that Jasmine was talking about.

On wednesday after work, met Jasmine Tan again. Just accompany her again to SGH to see her grandfather who had a car accident. Then went out to have our dinner with her auntie.
Jasmine even came to my house to see my mum since she hasn't been seeing my mum for years. But they still keep in contact on the phone if Jasmine encounter some problems in life.

Thanks for the treat and driving me home.
I did enjoy the ride in her car when she drove very fast on the express way. haha!
Kinda scary when she turns on a curve road. fast man!
She even drove with a hand sometimes.


Today went to Chin Wei and Grace wedding at Wesley Methodist Church.
The church building quite nice and big.
After the wedding, went out with my friend at Plaza Sing to watch movie and shop around there.

Woah from 9am+ to 1 pm+ , i was doing my maths homework.
Left with english homework to rush. URG!!!
After that went to Mei ling's house to see Shan.
Shan has grown slightly bigger now. :)
Mei Bao has succeeded training Shan how to sit. Cute!
Guess Mei Bao gonna train Shan another trick soon.

Be Honest In Every Word You Say.

Be Responsible With What You Say Too.
Guilt Shall Come Upon You If You Lie.

Wow.. so tiring today.
So many things happen recently.
Not just in childcare, but in my daily life too.

Mdm Tay misplaced a kid towel on tuesday and water bottle yesterday in another kid bag twice this week.
The mother not very happy of course.
But everything was fine, just need to be careful next time.

Ryan nose bled badly today due to the hot weather.
Eunice vomited due to indigestion of her noodle eaten in the morning during lunch time.
Jafon scratched Ernest face during play time. 3 scratch marks on Ernest right cheek.

The childcare so hot till can feel the hot air.
Cannot tahan the whole afternoon, keep sweating like mad.

Just now at the hostel, my head was spinning man.
I sat on the chair looking downwards to rest.
So many people at the living room without fan blowing and heaty. I'm very tired at that time too.
I wanted to go home, but then last friday i didn't come for bible study too.
So, i endured and rest as much as possible before singspiration.
In the end, thank God that i got so much better in the air-conditoning room at the church office.

Thanks Imouto, for buying a double chip cookie for me.

Weee, the childcare went to pasir ris park to play and have pinic today.
It was fun but tiring entertaining and helping the children to climb up and down at the playground.

Can't wait to rest on Saturday.

This two days i'm really really exhausted.

Keeping myself quiet isn't that bad after all.
Yet, I'm troubled becoz of you.
Having you as my good friend, my past memories with my bestie have been reviewing over and over again. MAN, I'm Troubled!
Guess i really take my past relationship with a friend seriously for 2 years. To think about it, i'm sad.

Everything you do yesterday, it can be related to my past bestie.
Your character, just so silmilar to her. Gosh!
Yesterday i even told you that " You and one of my friend are really alike."

I have lots of fun with you yesterday, but was really troubled after that.
Urgh! shall not think about it anymore. NO MORE!

Yay! Happy!
My mum and Gift able to come to church today.
Super happy and excited to see Gift as she managed to wake up early to come to church.
Anyway, I have forgotten about her coming to church this morning.
When i turned my head to the right during worship service, i got a shock to see Gift sitting few chairs away beside me. Hahaaa!

Thank God, Li Xing (DoDo) has baptised this afternoon and Liang Zhen too.
Pray that both of them will continue to grow in the Lord and to walk closely with Him.

Today, brought my dog for injection with Mei Bao and Imouto.
YAY! Imouto can join us just now since she's always busy with her school work. So long nv go out with her too. :)

PS. I stole alot of sweets at the reception counter in vet clinic. KEEEEEZZZZZ!! >-<
(Anyway, It's free!)

After that, me and imouto went down to bishan to cut hair.
We even enjoy ourselves by eating Mexico cheese fries and drinking honey dew bubble tea at a nearby coffee shop. Happy!
Guess we really do know how to enjoy ourselves once in a while. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Just let me put BGR aside for now.
Don't even have time for this.

I don't even have time for friends what for to have BGR?
I might as well ignore/neglect my friends la, if i'm dating right now.

BOY! STOP MSGING ME for the time being to talk about it!!! >_<

I've already told you clearly in sms.
If you want to waste time waiting, that's your problem.
In the end, don't blame me for it.

Hmm.. still feeling exhausted although i slept early yesterday. Cannot tahan.

Today night class, keep talking with Dionne, Candy and Cherry.
Alot of new faces in class too.
I even take the initiative to talk to a new girl name Shermain,17 years old.
She sat behind me, so i just turned my head and say "hi" to her.
When shermain saw my handphone accessory hanging this stitch and scrump.

She immediately asked me, "You like stitch too?"
I replied, "Ya! you too?"
Shermain, "Yeah i like stitch too."
I shouted, "COOL! Hi Five!" then we high five la...


I laughed at Nana during night class too.
She asked the teacher some funny question. Then i started LOL at her. funny!

Jasmine Tan called me too.
Asking me to company her awhile since she don't feel like going home early when i'm having a short break at the class.
I'm surprised that she don't mind coming down to meet me. She seldom come and meet me. Usually is me who go and meet her.
In the end, she never come down to meet me becoz too far. Haiya!

Talk to Gift in msn just now. She's in Singapore now for a week. Next monday going back to Thailand.
Congrats Pei wen, a mother of one baby boy now. :)
Yay! i got my salary today too.

Happiest day of my life.
I GOT A DOG TODAY. YAY!

Name of the Dog: Shan-Chan
Breed: West Highland Terrier
Sex: Male
Weight: 1.8kg (if i not wrong.)
Age: 3 months +
D/O/B: 30/12/08

Now, the dog is in my cousin's house since i can't keep any dogs at home.
Give thanks to God! Through my brother's understanding of me wanting to have a dog for a long time, my brother went to talk to my mum about it. And my mum allowed me to buy a dog.

Can't believe it, that's it for me this week.
Another week has passed again.

Random photos

Night class..

My night class classroom for english


two pretty ladies in my class.

I always forget her name, but i call her Nana on the left.
The one in white, Dionne.

Childcare..

Anaqi(1+) my son
Sometimes need to carry him if he cry.


Charis(3+) my daughter
Every morning i always get to carry Charis for awhile to settle her down.
Always cry when she gonna separate from her mama in childcare.
Her mama from Vietnam only 22 years old. But Daddy is like 40+ or 50 years old guy.

Gonna have another son who always follow me whenever i walk.
Ryan(3) New boy in childcare.

Next month, need to settle 3 new children. Grrrr...

very tired today...
Oh well! Need to study now. GANBATTE!

MAN! KEEP COUGHING NON-STOP! ITCHY THROAT! x_X

I think i gonna close down my blog although this blog is kinda useful to update my friends who have not been contacting me for a long time.

This week, kinda busy in childcare.
Settling the kids by scolding and punished them.
Working alone from monday to thursday as a helper with two teachers. (Mdm Tay on Holiday)

Man! my supervisor said that she will bring me to Genting because i told her that i so long never been there to play for years. Haha
My supervisor also said that because can company her two daughters too.
I'm quite close to the younger one.

Anyway today group outing went out with Su wei at amk.
Went to eat at Sumo house for dinner and shopping at amk.
I bought a piggy bank from mini toons for $3.95.
Though the time both of us spent were short, but i felt kinda happy for a moment just now. Donno why? Maybe can relax my brain again? hmm i guess so...

Man! suddenly on tuesday my maths teacher told us what to study and prepare for our next tuesday's maths test.
He was like "OH SHOOT! I don't think i tell you what to study for your maths test."
We thought only algebra to study as he mention that few weeks ago.
Anyway, now adding on stress as i have more things to study for my coming test.
All the Best!

Been coughing a lot especially at night...

Went out to watch movie yesterday at Tiong Bahru plaza with James, Mei ling, Mei Poh and Jeremy.
Have a good time with Jeremy and Mei poh. We talked about dogs, mei poh's studies and plans for next year. All the best Mei poh!

Anyway we watched Hotel for dogs. Yay!
Recommended movie. Must watch! X)

Arhh... My laptop just break down again.
I don't understand why?
Maybe is time to focus on my studies now? i guess..
Gomen Ne Imouto, cant talk to you online often now.

I'm having my maths test on 31 march. Pray for me!

On friday night kinda happy to receive two calls from Nicole and Amos.
So long nv contact them already. Good friends after all. :)

yesterday went to my Christine's house to celebrate her daughter Stella's 13 birthday.
man both of her dogs Chihuahua and maltese are noisy and fierce. Keep barking.
NOT CUTE LA!! -_-!

That's all for this week... sianed!

Back to Blog...
I'm so so so lazy to blog nowadays.

This week, nothing interesting and special. Normal!
I even persevere through each day as i'm very tired.
Always long to go home early and rest.

Anyway, I'm quite happy of not having the temptation to play computer each day this week.
Becoz my laptop Window was corrupted, can't sense any router for wireless connection to the internet. Brought my laptop for servicing on monday.

Yesterday went out with imouto to bugis after collecting my laptop at Tangjong Pagar Area.
Bought a printed tee starbucks shirt and a necklace at bugis street. ^-^

Went to Pulau Ubin today with a group of new nurses and a few brothers and sisters in Christ.
IT WAS TIRING!!!
Man~ kinda extreme ride for me just now.
We cycled through the mud and waters.
Especially the mud part, it takes up a lot of my energy to cycle through.
So sticky, slippery and dirty.
Full of mud on our legs and even stain on our shirts and pants. Gross!
hmm... a good exercise for my legs today. KAHA! x_X

Woah! the Indians are celebrating some sort of Gods stuff with great drums and music opposite my block.

Anyway so fun today..
Went to sentosa with my relative and my relative's relative.
It was fun not just becoz i enjoy myself in sentosa but also my relative and cousins are funny in the way they talk. Kept laughing.
Feel kinda me today ... anyway, TANOSHII NE!!

We went to The Image of Singapore.
I'm so amazed by this 5-10 minutes introductory show about Singapore before we get to proceed to see those wax figured people.









when i saw this 4 men above the stage, i thought it was just a picture. But actually the pictures will move, and the men in the pics will do the talking to introduce Singapore. Me and my cousins were amazed and we thought of Harry Potter. -_-! nice graphic too..

After that, we walked around palawan beach.
We cross the bridge to the other side of the island.
We even try to shake the bridge by walking left and right together at the same time.
Suddenly, Terie, one of my cousin slipped and fell. Her right foot went out of the bridge.
Thank Goodness, her slipper didn't drop out la.. if not will drop to the sea and my cousin will need to walk bare foot. Laughed! x_X

Oh! when we were on the car to sentosa, my cousin Jireh who is only primary 1 this year, led the prayer for the weather. Quite funny..
He was trained since young to pray for food everyday. He even knows how to sing a christian song by Don Moen.
(Man! i forgot what song we sang just now.)

Anyway, we only asked Jireh to pray for the weather, but he added his prayers in like "Dear Lord Jesus, I pray for safety as my uncle is driving and we are in the car. Becoz my uncle drives very fast."
we were like "HUH?!" laughed!
And also for his younger brother Brisel who is at home. He started off with "JESUS! i pray for my precious brother who is at home. Becoz he is naughty. Pray that he will be a good boy at home."
I'm like awww~ so nice of him to pray for his brother.
He is a smart boy. He already started learning science(Solid, Liquid and Gas) donno in tuition or by who have taught him.
And maths ( 1kg=1000g, 1 litre=1000ml etc.. till Nitrogram or some word starting with the letter N)
He got all the questions correct when we tested him on the car. COOL!
He used to have Zhi Bi Zheng when he was young. But after going to the school specially for Zhi Bi er tong, he became better now and can go into normal school to study. Great! Thank God.

Lots of photos will be up soon i guess. Waiting for my auntie to send me those photos

Oh... my tummy is not in a good mood/upset recently.
No appetite to eat, and i keep going to the toilet too.

Happy Valentines Day!

When out with Imooto and her friend Vivian to Ceder Fiesta.
First time step into a girls school.
I should say "wow.. quite happening in there.."
The cederians are quite steady people who will come for school events and even alumni, to see the teachers and to support the school. That's Good! :)

After that went to National Museum with Imooto.
In the end, i did learnt abit here and there about the history of Singapore.
If someday you have nothing to do at home or donno where to spend your day, you may consider going to the National Museum. wahahaha!

Last programme..
YA sports near Kuan lao shi's house, we played badminton today.
Quite funny to see how people play badminton.
We have chocolate fondue fountain for desserts at Kuan lao shi's house after dinner.
Thanks once again to Tracy lao shi and her Shi fu.

So tired this week.
Just feel like sleeping especially in the afternoon time.
Every morning couldn't wake up too.
Few times almost late for work.

Don't really like this sleeping feeling.. :(

Anyway my right eye suddenly got very itchy during choir today.
So itchy till i keep on rubbing.
I rubbed until tears flows out from my right eye
now feel kinda swollen and pain. Gaaahhhh~!
I use my left eye to see the scores just now.
Really itchy man...

Yesha! tml is friday again..
Hmm.. each week passed fast.
It seems like alot of things i still haven get to do yet.
Oh well~

Man~ got a headache.
So tired too.
Anyway, after the night class went out with Jane for snacks at mac in Ps.
Having a great time chatting with her just now, and to know each other better.
Hope both of us can struggle through to survive together in night classes. haha!

Kyouwa tanoshikatta!!
Today was fun, had a great time just now with games and laughter. We even had a joyful singspiration too at Mei Yun's house for CNY visitation.

Before that, company mei ling at bugis to buy shoes.
She bought two pairs of shoes.
Now she can wear those shoes that she bought to work or shopping. :)

Just now on my way home with Mei ling kinda funny.
At the Mrt station, she ask me whether i want to drink redoxin vitamin C.
I was puzzled for quite some time because i thought Mei ling said "want to drink without sin vitamin C?"
Other funny stories with Mei ling but couldn't really explain here.
Kept talking on the train with mei ling until it reaches her station without knowing.
And Suddenly i was like "AAA! Hougang le!"
then mei ling talk halfway with me and "Oh...!"
She quickly leave the train, turn back looking at me for awhile and laugh.

today's CNY celebration in church was great. Had a great time watching all brothers and sisters perform with the talent that they had from God.

Heh... i've spent so much money again.
Went out with Jasmine after church to compass point, since both of us needs to buy something.
Anyway Jasmine came to my house after that to help me dye my hair.
She is the first friend from church to come my house too. Cool!
Xin ku le jasmine, sorry to make u walk around with me without complaining.
But we had fun la...






Dont u think it looks like an apple? Haha!

This afternoon, went to Leyi's house for Ypf CNY visitation.
Yup! i have fun playing with 2 of her dogs.

Me and Nugget!!

Imooto and Happy!!

After that went to LiangZhen's house for YAF CNY visitation.
The passing mandarin orange game made my heart beats so fast. Grr! play until i dont feel like playing anymore.

hmm... i dont think there's anymore CNY visitations le ba.

Wow... May came back to childcare awhile today.
So happy to see her la.
I like to work with her, but she quitted her job last week. So sad.

I'm quite happy today at Jerry's and Jasmine's house for gathering. Double J's!
The mother so entertaining and funny.
I'm so happy with today's simple dinner too.
And i even ate 2 bowls of rice. Yummy!

Yesha! at last, i can have a good rest today.
Not enough rest this few days. Tired.
CAN WAKE UP LATE TML!! YAY YAY!!

Yesterday company Mei ling to her school to see her helping out in teaching and conducting the angklung members. Quite cool.

After that went to church for prayer meeting. Quite tired after that.

Tml work until 7pm then chiong for choir practise.

Blogging using Mei ling's dad's laptop.
Chinese New Year has ended for me.
Nothing much as usual...
But I'm kinda glad to see my mother's side cousins as they have grown alot now.

Just now in Mei Ling's house having reunion dinner with James, Wen Jun, Mei Ling and Jeremy.
I keep on joking at the table and we laugh like mad plus i did all sorts of funny actions. Quite fun! hardly will see me so crazy now.
Quite memoriable for Mei ling too.. to see me doing all sorts of silly actions as i usually did in the past.
Me and Wen Jun laugh until we cannot tahan.


New Year Pics

On Friday the childcare celebrated Chinese New Year.
I'm involved to wear the doll head with another teacher Mrs Vivi Ong to dance around the children. Abit paiseh but fun.



Also got to wear the lion head for the lion dance.
3 other teachers were involved too.
The supervisor wants us to peel the mandarin oranges as we wore the lion head.
After peeling the mandarin orange, need to form a number.
The teachers were surprised with the numbers on the floor 7878.
I'm the last lion so used the orange to form the pattern 8. Actually wanna do number 7, but the number seems abit funny to me although is my favourite number.
If not will be 7877.
From there can see how worldly they are as the numbers were formed and they even bought 4D with the numbers after that.
The oranges number still left it in a tray and to put it at the childcare till thursday when childcare opens.
They think like that will strike lottery.

Yesterday after church went down to uncle ah mee's house to help out to do jiao zi.
I got to play with Faith the dog and basketball with few people.
And even took the opportunity to talk, to hang around with the new nurses.
It was fun after all... quite happy.

Had reunion dinner at my house just now.
We even celebrated Maximillion's Birthday too.
MAX! Happy 5th Birthday!

hmm.. so hard for me to blog again.
hardly to have the time to blog now.
This is the only place whereby you will know what I'm doing and thinking though sometimes i never tell anybody about it. You will find my stories here.
This week, can say how weak and lousy i am in many things.
In conclusion, shall take a step at a time. :)


Jordin Sparks - One Step At A Time.

Verse 1]
Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

[Bridge]
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take

[Chorus]
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

[Verse 2]
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

[Bridge]
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take

[Chorus]
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

[Verse 3]
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus]
Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

[Chorus]
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

Currently feeling Sick, Exhausted and Tired!
I find it hard to smile sometimes.
I even smile for the sake of smilling to tell people that i'm fine.
A lot of things running in my mind but will just put it a side first.
Just need to be conscious and alert next time.
Shall not say much becoz i'm quite confused myself.
So pray that i will be fine or getting better in few days later.

Give me oil in my lamp to keep me burning.

Went to bugis yesterday to buy chinese new year clothes after meeting Jasmine, Imouto and Mei ling at J8. Spent alot of money too.

Started the english night class today.
Overall was ok but tiring and drowsy as i have a flu.
Urgh.. having a bad block nose now.
I wonder, will i get to sleep peacefully later?

wooo... my house got new body wash shower gel. I like the smell too.
Nuture's Bath by Follow me brand. Botanical Foam shower gel. Wee..

Anyway, today abit stress becoz i'm the only assitant teacher with another teacher in class.
So i need to remember alot of things. I even wrote down what i need to do on a piece of paper in case i forget.
Everything went quite smoothly.

I bath for the children today..
Quite fun to see how brave children were when i rinsed on the hair.

It seems like a test for me to do what assitant teacher needs to do today.
And how well you can manage everything. Not easy...

Tml, my work will be the same as today.

Ouch! i bit my tongue just now when i chew my fishball.

Chouldn't help it with the pain...

So just stick out my tongue for few seconds as i knew that it was bleeding.

Now i feel that there is this layer of skin at the tip of my tongue.